momentarily disappeared. I decided to rub things in a bit â he owed me that luxury, at least.
âI think itâs a little late for that,â I said. âYouâre already involved in very nearly causing the death of a police officer.â
âI wouldnât have put it quite like that,â he ventured.
âNo, Iâm sure you wouldnât,â I said.
âIâm not sure whether youâre making veiled threats or teasing me,â he said, his voice gentle now. âI donât blame you in either case. I am so sorry for what you have been through, and I just want you to know that you are welcome to stay in my home for as long as you like. Take all the time you can to get over this.â
I didnât respond for a moment. When he spoke again his manner was ever so slightly hesitant, his voice sounded just a little doubtful.
âAssuming you want to stay on Abri, of course . . .â
I did want to stay â although only a couple of days of my planned holiday there remained, I had a further weekâs leave before I was due back at the nick and no special plans. I wanted to stay with Robin Davey. That was my trouble. I hadnât learned about men at all as I had grown older, just got stupider as every day passed, in fact.
At least I managed not to sound too childishly eager when I eventually responded.
âA few days would be good,â I said lightly. âI still feel a bit shaken up, to tell the truth. Some time to recover quietly would go down well . . .â
He was immediately all concern again. He leaned close to me, reaching out with one hand to touch my shoulder.
âOf course, youâre shaken up,â he said. âYouâve had a very frightening experience. Iâll get the rest of your things brought over from the Old Light, then you must try to relax. And just remember, if thereâs anything else I can do to help I will, anything at all . . .â
I swear my heart fluttered. The expression thereâs no fool like an old fool could have been invented for me. At thirty-five I could still be bowled over like a teenager. Loneliness was small excuse.
I watched Robin Davey eat his dinner and fortunately was not actually force-fed by Mrs Cotley, who was probably so thin because she was so busy feeding up everybody who came into her clutches that she never had time to eat anything herself, although she did express some concern about my not having eaten for at least an hour.
Soon after Robin returned to whatever it was he was doing at the farm, Jason Tucker and his father Frank arrived as promised.
Mrs Cotley led them into the drawing room to me as if I were some ancient dowager aunt granting an audience, which at once made me feel at a disadvantage even though the company was hardly overbearing. Frank Tucker was a small scraggy man. His sinewy arms protruded from rolled-up woollen shirt sleeves and his trousers flapped around exceptionally skinny legs. Strange that he had fathered so strapping a son. Both men looked red-faced and uneasy, although they couldnât have been more uneasy than me.
âMiss, âeâs a good boy, my Jason, but âe should have knowed better than to do what âe did,â said Frank, in an accent much broader than his sonâs, but a voice just as soft and gentle. His blue eyes, bright as Robin Daveyâs, shone earnestly out of a sharp-featured brown leather face. ââE knows he mustnât take no one out in thigee boat. Donât ee boy?â
Jason nodded shamefacedly. âI thought I was better, miss, honest I did,â he said. âI hadnât had a turn, oh, not for two years nor more, âad I, father?â
His father eagerly nodded his agreement.
âItâs all right,â I heard myself say. âJust one of those things.â
Abri was a holiday island. As a guest there I had been put in extreme danger. The island came under