but, as their investigations would uncover any lies. I told them I couldnât remember a thing, that I arrived at the party and the rest was a blank. I wish that was true.
Weeks beforehand, Mel was begging Mum and Dad for permission to go to the party. Sheâs in the school swim team and some of her older team-mates were graduating. Mum was totally against us attending a Year 12 break-up but Mel kept working on her, asking again every day.
Mum ended up ringing around to check we wouldnât be the youngest there. No worries on that score. Aaron and Boris played footy with the seniors so they were assured an invite. Carlo worshipped them and went wherever they did. Phanâs sister was in Year 12, so he was going too. Once Mum knew Mrs Nguyen had given the okay for Phan to turn up, she was less freaked about the whole thing.
And, as always, the twin thing came into play. Is there some contract that says if you come out of one womb at almost the same time as someone else you have to look after each other for life? When Mum rolled over, it was on the condition that I would go along to keep an eye on Mel. Awesome. Mel protestedâ Mum, I donât need Dan to babysit me âbut it was a half-hearted effort. On the inside, she was doing cartwheels. I know her. Better than anyone.
Outside the cottage thereâs a mandarine dawn. I stretch and yawn. Since I saw the girlâor whatever it was at the end of my bedâthereâs been bugger-all chance of catching any more sleep. Iâm tempted to grab some painkillers and wipe myself out, but I donât. I just lie here. Waiting. Wishing for something to distract me from myself.
Then I hear footsteps in the hallway and slip-slapping across the cold laundry floor to the bathroom. Pip must be up. As she passes my door, I call out to her.
Her freckled, smiling face leans into my room.
âHey Dan. Did I wake you?â
âNah. Didnât sleep much. How about you?â
âNot too bad. Once Mel shut up.â
âYeah, she goes on a bit. Umm, you going back to bed?â
âI was going to read for a bit. Why?â
âI, err, you didnât see anyâ¦anything odd last night did you?â
Pip steps into the tiny room and dives onto the spare bed. âOdd? What do you mean by odd?â
Suddenly Iâm unsure about this. If I dreamed the whole thing Iâm going to look like a total idiot. And I donât want to tell anyone Iâm having nightmares. Theyâll make me see a shrink or something. Iâm not ready for that. I donât want to talk about the accident again, ever, if I can help it.
âDan? What did you see? Come on, tell me.â
âYouâre not going to laugh, are you? And promise me youâre not going to tell Mel? Iâm not up for being the punchline of her party jokes all summer.â
Pip hesitates. âMel wouldnâtâ¦Maybe youâre right. Youâve lived with her longer than I have.â
âOnly like every minute of my life. Believe me, if sheâs got any ammo on me, sheâll use it. So can I trust you?â
âDan, Mel is my best mate. But that doesnât mean I tell her everything, okay? Besides, Mel and I have different approaches toâ¦to all sorts of stuff. So spill.â
A movement outside catches my eye. I put an index finger to my mouth, signalling Pip to be quiet. Then I stand, take an unsteady step and ease myself onto the spare bed beside her. Reaching forward, I curl a finger around the curtain and edge it open further.
Pip spots them too: a family of Tammar wallabies, or maybe two mums with joeys. âCool,â she whispers. âNice one, Dan.â
The wallabies nibble at the spiky clumps of grass puncturing the stony ground. They tilt onto their front paws and then swing their bodies, landing back on their hind feet, one body length forward. Nibble, swing, nibble, nibble, nibble, swing. One of the joeys stands and