looking at your butt.â
Raoul stared at her.
She shrugged. âIâm just saying.â
âYouâre certainly feeling better.â
âItâs more a matter of not being on the edge of hysteria,â she admitted.
She turned her attention back to the school. It was obviously going to be in ruins when all this was over. âHow big is your place?â she asked. âYou seem like the mansion type. Could they hold classes in your foyer?â
âI rent a two-bedroom house from Josh Golden.â
âThen that would be a no. Theyâre going to have to put the kids somewhere.â
âWhat about the other schools in town?â
âMarsha said they were thinking about bringing in those portable classrooms.â
âMarsha?â
âMayor Marsha Tilson. My boss. You know Josh Golden?â
Raoul nodded.
âHeâs married to her granddaughter.â
âGot it.â
He seemed less stunned now, which probably made him feel better. With the smoke smudges on his face, he looked pretty attractive, she thought absently. Not that he hadnât been devastatingly handsome before. He was the kind of man who made a woman do stupid things. Thank goodness she was immune. A lifetime of romantic failures had a way of curing a woman of foolishness.
âWe should make another appointment,â she said. âIâll call your office and set things up with your secretary.â
âThere you go, assuming again. I donât have a secretary.â
âHuh. Who sets up your calendar and makes you feel important?â she said with a wink.
He studied her for a second. âAre you like this with everyone?â
âCharming?â She laughed. âAs a rule. Just ask around.â
âMaybe I will.â
He was teasing. She knew he was teasing. Yet she felt something. A flicker. Maybe a quiver, down low in her belly.
No way, she reminded herself as she waved and walked toward her car. Especially not with a man like him. Successful, handsome men had expectations. Blonde ambitions. She knewâshe read People magazine.
Life had taught her many important lessons. The greatest of which was not to depend on anyone to be there for her. She was a strong, independent woman. Men were optional and right now she was going to just say no.
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R AOUL SPENT THE NEXT hour at the school. The firefighters got the fire under control. The chief had told him they would have a presence for at least the next twenty-four hours, to control any hot spots. Cleanup would start when the remaining structure had cooled and the investigation was complete.
It was the kind of disaster heâd read about in the paper and seen on the news a dozen times over the years. But even the best reporting hadnât prepared him for the reality of the heat, the destruction and the smell. It wouldbe months, maybe years, before the campus was even close to normal.
The kids had all gone home, as had most of the spectators. Eventually he turned to walk back to his office. His car wasnât in any danger, but it was blocked in by several fire trucks. He would return later and collect it. In the meantime, the center of town was only about twenty minutes away.
Raoul had grown up in Seattle, gone to college in Oklahoma, and then been drafted by the Dallas Cowboys. He was a big-city kind of guy, enjoying the restaurants, the nightlife, the possibilities. At least he had thought he was. Somewhere along the way, going out all the time had gotten old. Heâd wanted to settle down.
âDonât go there,â he told himself firmly.
Revisiting the past was a waste of time. What was more important was the future. Heâd chosen Foolâs Gold and so far he enjoyed small-town life. Walking nearly everywhere was one of the advantages. So was the lack of traffic. His friends had joked that he wasnât going to have much of a social life, but since his divorce, he hadnât been that