Fight With Me (Fight and Fall) Read Online Free Page A

he knocks the breath right out of me.
    He silences me with a desperate kiss, pushing his tongue inside of my mouth. My eyes grow large in shock. He grabs my waist in his hands, pushing himself up against me. I shiver, loving and equally hating it. My still lips start moving along with excitement, as I mingle my tongue with his. He moans into my mouth, pushing up my dress in the process.
    Yeah, this is way too fast. I pull my mouth away from him, needing to halt this before it’s too late.
    “Lucas, it’s too much. I….” I say as he silences me with a nother kiss.
    “No. It’s not enough, Em. Let me make you come. I need it,” he breathes.
    He moves his lips to my ear, biting the lobe gently, sliding his incisors against it. I tremble, chills breaking out across my skin. He traces his tongue around it, sucking it into his mouth. My eyes roll back in my head.
    He takes my silence as an invitation, moving my dress up farther. His thumb brushes against the edge of my panties and I moan. He moves his lips to my neck , and he continues to suck my sensitive skin. I move my head to the side giving him better access. An image of Aiden appears in my head, ending any sexual thoughts between Lucas and I.
    I roughly push him away from me, panting with exertion.
    “ Em?” Lucas asks in a wounded tone.
    “I’m so sorry but I can’t. I’m not ready yet , Lucas. Aiden and I just broke up and everything is just so confusing. Please understand,” I say to him, hoping that he will forgive me.
    I hate to be the one to reject him but if I need to be a bitch and put my foot down, then so be it. He sighs in frustration. Yeah, you and me both, buddy.
    “No, you’re right. I’m being an insensitive asshole about the whole thing. It’s just that I’ve wanted you all week and I thought…shit, I thought that you wanted me just as much. I’m sorry for rushing this,” he says avoiding eye contact.
    Is he embarrassed by his lack of restraint? I hope not. It’s flattering but unfortuna tely unwanted at this point in time. I smile at him, trying to diffuse the situation.
    “Trust me, you did nothing wrong. I thoug ht I could go through with this, us being together tonight, but I was chicken-shit, I guess. Sorry for being a total cock-block,” I say trying to lighten the mood.
    He lifts his eyes up to meet mine and chuckles. Oh , thank God! Back to the friendly repartee.
    “Yeah, that really sucked. Guess it’s just me and my hand tonight,” he says smirking, looking down at his hand. “This guy has his work cut out for him.”
    Dirty bastard! I laugh at him, loving the fact that he can just brush off the entire situation. Lucas is just that kind of guy and I admire him for it. He’s a troublemaker but I know deep down that he means well.
    “Well, I give you full permission to imagine me while you’re jerking off. Don’t go at it for too long though. Wouldn’t want you to get blisters,” I say to him laughing.
    “Real funny, Em. I’ll try not to hurt myself but I will definitely take you up on that offer,” he retorts.
    “So, do I get a tour of the place now? The only thing I’ve seen so far is your apartment door,” I say smirking.
    “I can show it to you again if you want. I could push you up against it and….” I put my fingers against his mouth, silencing any further filthy conversation from him.
    “Okay, the grand tour and then bed. Nod your head if you understand me?” I say to him, my fingers still restricting him from speaking.
    He nods his head up and down into my fingers , his eyes wide with mock fear and compliance. I move my fingers away from his mouth, finally allowing him the right to speak again.
    “Damn, you’re feisty, Em. Okay, let the tour begin,” he says motioning for me to follow him.
                  We walk towards the kitchen, which is quite small yet agreeable. It’s not like I’m going to be making three-course meals or anything. I’m a recently burned, single woman now.