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that his first was indeed his last. I’m sure that time would heal his wound. That’s what they say right? Time heals wounds, what if the wound is infected and it goes untreated? Sometimes time takes things from you that you can never get back. I don’t consider that healing at all.
    My upbeat mood turned melancholy and I was in need of Michael again. I’m sure that if he returned I would feel better. I needed to have sex and I needed to spend time with him. I would just have to bite the bullet and demand more of his time. It’s the only way that I could remain happy under such conditions. Especially when I had a man directly next door to me that wanted me, I may have to move.
    “Earth to Kerry,” Elizabeth said, pulling me out of my thoughts.
    “Sorry, I guess my mind just drifted off somewhere for bit.”
    “Yes, I know. You turned into a space cadet. What’s on your mind?”
    “I’m really just looking forward to seeing Michael tonight. I need him and I need sex.”
    “I understand you there. I need sex too, well I need good sex,” she corrected.
    “You’re such a horny toad Lizzie.”
    “Well, it’s not my fault that I want good sex. I’m going to call John to see if he’s busy tonight. He knows how to make me happy.”
    “You do that, and I hope that he’s available so that your sex life can be salvaged.”
    “I sense a hint of sarcasm in your voice,” she said as she reached for her phone and headed towards my bathroom.
    “Whatever,” I said as I rolled my eyes at her back.
    I walked to my room and headed to my closet. I began to pull all of my favorite dresses out and laid them on the bed. I wanted to look hot for my date with Michael tonight. I was thinking of my emerald green Grecian dress, paired with a fabulous pair of strappy silver heels. Once I pinned my hair up I would look like a goddess.
    “Well that’s settled,” Elizabeth said excitedly. “I’m about to go home, take a much needed shower, and then John will come over. I love having a Mr. fix it.”
    “Have fun, it’s time for me to start getting dressed for tonight anyway.”
    “You have a great time,” she said before she hugged me tight.
    Elizabeth grabbed her things and rushed out of the door. Sometimes I envied her free spirit, I wondered how it felt to be unattached and carefree. She seemed genuinely happy with her life, but deep down I knew that I couldn’t be happy living my life in that way. I needed stability in my life and I liked having 1 person as opposed to multiple. Her sexually frustrating experience from the night before was a prime example of why I didn’t want to do it. What person likes bad sex?
    I looked at the clock and saw that I only had a few hours before Michael was supposed to arrive. I set about doing my date night ritual. I needed all the time that I could get because I would be grooming myself from head to toe. The things that we women do for men are tedious and meticulous. But it’s all worth it to see their face after you’ve finished the process.
    I studied myself in the mirror and admired my handy work a couple of hours later. I looked like I belonged on a throne. My red tresses were in loose curls, pulled up, and styled loosely around my head, secured by pins. I complimented it with double silver strand headband.  My emerald dress highlighted my hair and the folds of my dress accentuated my curves and fell right above my knee. Michael was going to be hard as soon as he saw me. I touched up my lipstick and found my phone.
    “Hey, Honey,” I said to Michael when he answered the phone.
    “Oh, hey babe,” he said with a hint of stress in his voice.
    “Is everything okay? I’m dressed and ready.”
    There was silence over the phone for about 10 seconds and my stomach dropped.
    “Hello, are you there?” I asked.
    “Uhhh, yes I’m here and I’m so sorry but…”
    “No! Please don’t say it. Please don’t tell me that you’re cancelling on me again.”
    “I’m sorry but I