did; he also knew he couldn't do anything
about those feelings.
Well, there were a few things he could do
about them…
As he sucked her left nipple, gingerly
holding the small supple breast in his palm, he let his lips give a
little pop as he pulled away from her hardened areola. He
knew she liked it when he did that, and to confirm that fact, she
moaned even more after he'd done it. With a smile on his face, he
then traced his tongue over the very tip of her nipple, letting his
saliva leave a trail in midair while he let more fall from his
mouth, moistening her skin. She had such soft creamy skin, and her
pink areolas made her seem innocent; her flawless peaches and cream
complexion that still had some of the downy soft white-gold hair on
it made her body look innocent as well, even though he knew she
wasn't.
Sometimes he'd feel guilty when he thought of
how he'd taken her virginity, but he'd think about how good it had
felt, and how—after she had stopped groaning about it hurting—she
had started grabbing at his ass, pulling him into her, telling him
to go deeper, that it felt so good. She would whisper to him to go
harder, and he would, and he'd sometimes bury his hard-as-a-rock
cock inside of her dripping hot pussy and wish he could freeze
himself in that moment she'd felt so good to him. He'd feel guilty,
but then he'd think about all their good times and he knew he
wouldn't have traded those times for anything. When he'd heard
other guys his same age wishing that some girl they liked would
eventually give it up to them before they graduated, he thought
about how lucky he was to have a girl right under the same roof as
him, and all he had to do was tiptoe into her bedroom at night. And
most times, he didn't even have to wait for nightfall.
Then his dad had come to him and let Scott
know that he knew everything. Scott had blanched at the knowledge
of it, but then Luke had done something Scott never would have
expected his father to do. Instead of chewing him out for having
sex with Brittney, whom Scott knew his father had adored, Luke had
told him that as long as Brittney was okay with having sex with
him, he wasn't going to put a stop to it. Luke had said those words
regretfully, but Scott had been sure he'd heard his old man right.
He'd then told Scott that he'd rather them not do it, but Scott
having sex with Brittney was "better than the alternative." Scott
had a feeling he knew what that meant, but he wasn’t going to say
anything he'd been thinking out loud.
At the brothel his father had taken him to,
he'd chosen what he'd wanted from a "menu" that the cathouse had
provided, and after choosing that, he'd chosen a woman from a
lineup. During the negotiation process, Scott had been told to
listen to the transaction and give his input whenever necessary,
and he hadn't thought his father could afford anything of the sort
on a regular basis, but Luke had never mentioned anything about the
money to him. But Scott wasn't an idiot. Luke had been dishing out
a lot of cash to that place, and when Scott had suggested he just
pay a street prostitute, Luke had shaken his head and had given him
a vehement, "No."
According to Luke, dealing with street
prostitutes wasn't only sleazy, but it was dangerous as well. He'd
explained to Scott that street prostitutes were basically owned by
pimps. Most of them would steal from a guy if he looked vulnerable
enough, even if the john had already paid them the fee they'd been
owed.
With the girls they went to at the brothels,
it was a clean place, the girls were clean, they weren't just about
being quick, but the man was paying for them to be attentive as
well.
"Besides, the girls in brothels cost more,
but they also shower between clients," Luke had told Scott. "With a
prostitute off the street, you don't want what she's putting on you
from another man regardless if she uses a condom."
Scott's choices had been either visiting a
brothel, getting a girlfriend at school and trying