later that day. When he hung up Alberg thought about Cassandra, about him and Cassandra, and wondered what that was, anywayâhim-and-Cassandra.
His ex-wife was getting married, on the long weekend in August. In Calgary. To an accountant.
Alberg pulled out a desk drawer, rested his feet on it, put his hands behind his head and studied the photograph of his daughters that hung on the wall. It was time to take a new one. This one had to be at least six, seven years old. Diana was staying with him for the summer and in a couple of weeks her older sister, Janey, would be joining them for a few days. He could take their picture on a boat, maybe. But he didnât have a boat. He could rent one. Except they didnât like boats. Theyâd grown up in inland places and were distrustful of the ocean.
Alberg smoothed his hair, pulled in his gut, and tried not to let himself get depressed. It was so damned hot, though.
He ran his hands over his cheeks and jaw and considered quitting the Force and growing a beard. His hair was getting thin on top, he was pretty sure. It had some gray in it, too. But that wasnât noticeable, because his hair was blond. If he grew a beard, though, what color would it be? Blond? Gray? Or something else entirely? He kind of liked the idea that it would grow in a different color entirely.
Yeah, he thought; heâd buy a boat, grow a red beard and retire. Heâd spend his days sailing up and down the coast; wearing his new beard, a seamanâs hat and cutoffs. Heâd be a character. People would write books about him.
âKnock knock,â said Sid Sokolowski, peering around Albergâs open door.
With an effort, Alberg managed not to drop his hands, put his feet on the floor and try to look busy. âCome in,â he said.
âHowâre you doing with the evaluations?â said the sergeant, maneuvering his considerable bulk into the office.
âFine, fine,â said Alberg briskly. He pulled his glasses case out of his shirt pocket. âWhatâre you up to today, Sid?â he asked, peering at the pile of forms on his desk.
âCouple of B and Eâs,â said the sergeant. âOtherwise itâs pretty quiet.â
âItâs the heat.â Alberg stood up, putting the glasses case back in his pocket. âIâm going into town, have a coffee, touch a few bases here and there.â
âStaff,â said Sid Sokolowski, but Alberg was already out the door, heading for the reception area.
âStaff,â said the sergeant, lumbering close at Albergâs heels.
âIâm going into town,â Alberg told Isabella, who was just hanging up the phone.
âYou want to look after this?â she said, handing him a piece of paper on which sheâd scribbled a message.
Alberg took it from her, held it at armâs length. âA âdeath threatâ?â
âThatâs what the man said.â
âHere, Staff, Iâll do it,â said Sokolowski, his hand outstretched. âYou better get at those evaluations, eh?â
Alberg looked at him with dignity. âOf course, Sid. Of course Iâll get at them. Just as soon as Iâve dealt withââhe peered again at the piece of paperââwith Mr. Fergusonâs complaint.â He gave Sokolowski a beatific smile, and left.
A few minutes later, Alberg drove off a gravel road, parked next to a pair of nonfunctioning gas pumps and climbed out of his car. He slammed the door, fanning at the cloud of dust created by his arrival. His skin was sore. It felt thin and insufficient, as if the sun were weakening it.
Alberg thought about the RCMP volunteers whoâd gone to Namibia. That kind of adventure, despite the heat of the African sun, would be good for a man, he thought. Therapeutic. He stood next to his car and looked around him. He felt the heat and listened to the grasshoppers, and he smelled the fragrance of dry grassâhe