his sight. Something had to happen soon, and Jill felt like a ghoul every time she called the doctor to see where Neilâs name was on the list. It was too much like hoping that someone would die so Neil could have his eyes.
She sat down at the kitchen table and did what sheâd gotten in the habit of doing for the past six months; she thought about how sheâd feel if their positions were reversed and she was the one losing her sight. She was sure sheâd spend her time storing up beautiful memories: the colors of a splendid sunset, the graceful pattern of a single snowflake, the deep black velvet of the winter sky at night, the face of the person she loved. Perhaps Neil was doing all that, but Jill felt fairly certain that her face wasnât the one he was memorizing.
It was almost midnight, time to check on Neil. Jill sighed as she climbed the stairs. The doctor had prescribed a mild sedative, and Neil was sleeping. Jill tucked the blankets around him and sighed again. Sheâd just been promoted, and the rise in status entitled her to a yearâs leave. Sheâd planned to apply for it, but the counselors at the Institute had advised against it. Theyâd insisted that Neil had to learn to cope on his own, that she would be doing him a terrible disservice if she allowed him to become dependent on her.
Jill reached out to touch her husbandâs face. Neil was a handsome man with dark hair and finely chiseled features. He was tall, over six feetâthat was what had first attracted her to him. Theyâd met at a college reunion, her fourth, his fifth. At the time heâd been a teaching assistant, and sheâd been the youngest lawyer on the district attorneyâs staff.
* * *
The dance was dull. There was no other word for it. Jill was sorry sheâd come. Responding to a call from the alumni association, sheâd purchased a ticket even though sheâd never intended to use it. Sheâd marked the date on her calendar at the office, and tonight a minor miracle had happened. Her boss had come into the law library and told her that she could leave early. Jill had rushed home, put on the red cocktail dress she hadnât worn since the office Christmas party, and gone to the dance.
The next hour had been depressing as sheâd been reunited with the gang from the dorm. Jennifer was married, expecting her first child. All she could talk about was natural childbirth and the pros and cons of breast-feeding. Lauren was engaged, looking radiant and flashing a diamond that must have weighed in at three karats. She talked about going abroad for her month-long honeymoon and about the huge house her fiancé, the doctor, was buying. Marcia was Marcia, nosey as ever, asking why Jill didnât have a boyfriend and offering to set her up with a divorced cousin.
âJill? Jill Larkin? Is that you?â
Jill swiveled around to see a chubby redhead in a black cocktail dress, holding the arm of a very handsome, very tall man. At first Jill didnât recognize her, but then the redhead smiled and Jill knew it was Adele. Though Adele was forty pounds heavier than sheâd been in college, she still had the gap between her teeth sheâd sworn sheâd have fixed after graduation.
âItâs good to see you,â Jill said, and she smiled with genuine warmth. Adele had been one of her favorites in the dorm, always cheerful and always urging them all to do what she called âthe good, fun things,â like going down to the public library on Wednesdays to read to the kids, finding homes for the stray cats who hung around the campus, and delivering home-baked cookies to the local senior citizen homes.
âI know what youâre thinking.â Adele laughed. âYouâre wondering why I didnât get my teeth fixed.â
Jill nodded. âYouâre right. Tell the truth, Adele . . . did you spend the money on a home for stray dogs and