I tried to gather my things. I couldnât help but smile. Iâd always liked animals, and the cat reminded me of Hue. Sometimes when the mudluff wanted attention, heâd just get in the way of whatever I was doing.
I had two letters to write. The most important one was also the hardest, so I put it off until last. Instead, leaning against a desk with the cat winding itself around my ankles, I wrote:
Mr. Dimas (Jack),
Sorry to run out like this, but you had to have expected I would. I know I promised, but itâs safer for you and my family if Iâm not on this world anymore.Speaking of my family, the other letter here is for them. Please make sure they get it.
Thank you for everything youâve done for me, first and foremost not assuming I was crazy when I brought you this whole harebrained tale. The supplies will help immensely, and Iâm sure I wonât be the only one whoâll be grateful for them.
Not much else to say. I know it sounds (again) crazy, but if the world is ever destroyed, youâll know Iâve failed in my mission. Iâll do the best I can to make sure I donât.
Thanks again.
I debated signing my name for a few momentsâit could be seen as incriminating, but Mr. Dimas was smart enough to burn the letter after heâd read it. Still, I decided not to chance it. Heâd know who it was from.
I made my way silently out to the living room, grabbing the rust-red backpack heâd filled with granola bars, bottled water, and medical supplies for me. Another thing I was grateful for, particularly the aspirin. I stopped long enough to take two of those, then slipped soundlessly out through one of the windows so I wouldnât leave his front door unlocked. It seemed the least I could do.
The cat sat on the windowsill, watching as I made my way alone down the dark street.
The park was the best place to Walk from. It had a lot of wide-open space but enough trees that I could easily slip into a ring of them and not get caught disappearingâor reappearing, as the case may be. Many of my InterWorld lessons had explained that I had an instinctive navigational system for Walking, sort of like when you close your eyes and can still tell youâre about to run into a wall. The chance of trying to Walk between dimensions and ending up occupying the same space as a car or trash canâor another personâwas slim to none, but Walking in a wide-open space made it far less likely.
There was no moon tonight, though there were a few scattered streetlights. It was light enough to see, but dark enough that someone would have to get fairly close to recognize me. Unfortunately, since Greenville is a small town, any local police officers passing by might decide to stop and ask what I was doing out here at this time of night. I avoided the few cars on the road just in case. Finally, I stood in the park, breathing deeply. I wanted to smell what my old life had been like one last time.
Greenville is close to a huge river, and there was always mist in the early morning, even during the summer. It always smelled like wet grass and damp asphalt at night. There was the faintest hint of gasoline from the station down the street and the warm, sweet smell of the doughnut shop inthe opposite direction. The shop opened at five A.M. , so the owner, Mr. Lee, started baking at around three. The doughnuts were almost always gone by seven thirty, but if you stopped by on the way to school and he had one left, heâd give it to you for free.
I breathed carefully in and carefully out, committing everything to memory once again. Then I Walked, whispering a quiet good-bye to that sleepy little town.
Walking between dimensions, once you get used to it, is like walking normallyâexcept easier, if that makes sense. Better. It feels right , like a good, satisfying stretch. It feels like doing what you were born to do.
I felt cold mist on my skin and heard a few tinkling notes, like