the only times we could be sure we werenât alone in the world.
We shuffled on in a slow-moving line as clouds raced by and rain pummeled us.
âWhy donât the clan folk ever stay?â I asked. âThey could tell us about the ocean, and whatâs beyond it, right?â
âNo. Theyâll not risk bringing Plague aboard their ship,â replied Lora, clearly more at ease with my questions than Aliceâs.
âBut there are no rats on Hatteras.â
âThey donât know that for certain. And we donât know there arenât rats on their ship. Have you forgotten what happened after John died?â
No, I hadnât forgotten. His parents had been distraught, unable to cope. So had his older sister, Elizabeth; sheâd loved her brother, and when he was gone, sheâd felt alone and neglected. Everyone had known it, but no one had intervened. Weâd simply given the family room to grieve.
Elizabeth hadnât grieved. Sheâd escaped.
Sheâd taken a sailboat and headed for the mainland. Her parents had chased after her in a canoe, but didnât reach her until the next day. By the time theyâd brought her home, she was showing early signs of Plague: chills, fever, seizures, and swelling around her groin. So theyâd carried her to an abandoned cabin several hundred yards from the rest of the colony.
I remembered my father imploring them to cover their mouths and bodies, but they hadnât listened. By the following day, they had the Plague too.
I never saw them after that. My father said they had asked him to divvy up their belongings. Then theyâd taken a package of food and water, and paddled over to Roanoke Island, the three of them together. Ten days later, Father had crossed the bridge. Weâd stood on the shore and watched him go, saw smoke from the fire heâd started to burn their decomposing remains. Heâd rowed their canoe back, alone, and hadnât spoken for a week.
I hadnât forgotten that at all.
âIf the people on the clan ships wonât come ashore,â pressed Alice, âhow do they survive? How do they have anything to trade?â
âThere are other colonies besides ours.â
âWhat other colonies?â I asked. For a moment I shared Aliceâs frustration at Loraâs dead-end answers. To me, she seemed entirely full of secretsâimportant ones. âWhere are they? Why havenât we met people from them?â
âEveryone has a place in the world,â replied Lora, âand this is ours.â
âNow, yes,â agreed Alice as we arrived at the shelter. âBut what about before the shipwreck? Why wonât you tell us where you came from?â
Lora stopped in her tracks, and despite her frailty, it was Alice who almost toppled over. Lora kept hold of her granddaughter, and clasped my arm too. I felt the pressure of her touch, heat that grew from her grip like a dull ache.
Lora stared at her hand, then at me. The muscles in her cheeks seemed to spasm. âYou have so much to be thankful for. Donât you realize that?â
My pulse raced, but for once I refused to answer.
She pushed my arm away, but looked even more flustered now than before. âAnd you,â she spat, turning her attention to Alice, âyou ask too many questions.â
Alice met her gaze and didnât blink. âAnd get too few honest answers.â
CHAPTER 4
T he hurricane shelter looked the same as it had the previous yearâsame heavy door, same thick walls. So did the grassy square beside it; and the water tower behind, which leaned precariously, defying gravity.
We pushed inside, and followed the staircase down. The shelter was a squat building, built mostly underground. Compared to low-lying Hatteras Island, where the waves almost kissed the cabin stilts at high tide, it felt extremely safe. Even the storm raging outside the narrow band of windows near the ceiling