I tried to concentrate on the tasselled lanterns and what seemed to be a shrine next to the till.
But my eyes wouldnât focus, and when I closed the paper firmly my hands opened it again.
Andrew Robert Rivers
â¦
âSzechuan chicken and plaiâ riâe?â
It didnât make sense.
âSzechuan chicken and plaiâ riâe?â
âIsnât that yours, love?â someone asked.
Embarrassed, I got to my feet, left the paper on the formica table, and collected my food.
I rarely drank spirits before a meal, but this time I left the containers on the hob to keep warm while I sank a large slug of Jamesonâs. The sensible thing was to phone Andy, just to make sure everything was all right, but the logical part of my brain was outraged. Of course everything was all right!
But it wasnât. OK, Andy Rivers was not an unusual name â but Freya certainly was. In fact, I only knew one other, the teenage daughter of a friend. Andy had married his Freya when he was eighteen and into serious mistakes. Sheâd been a wispy girl, limp and pallid in the high-waisted, floating dresses already going out of vogue, and doing nothing in particular. Iâd tried to love her, for Andyâs sake, but was relieved when after a couple of years she drifted off with a colleague of Andyâs further up the success ladder and into proportionately heavier drugs. She died of some bizarre drug cocktail before she reached her twenty-fifth birthday. Andy was by then deep into another relationship, but Freyaâs death had shocked him into giving up even coffee. For a while, at least.
The whiskey did little more than fuddle my thinking, so I emptied the rest of the glass down the sink and put the bottle away. To stop myself thinking about the notice, I watched the news while I ate. As soon as it was over, however, I was into worry-mode again. Clearly Andy was alive and well â the whole nation would have heard Michael Buerk breaking the news otherwise â but I was still uneasy. I reached for my âDo Tomorrowâ pad: Phone the
Evening Mail
and check the provenance of the death notice.
And then I phoned Andy anyway. To ask after Ruth, naturally.
âBloody virus,â she whispered. âAll those years teaching â youâd have thought my throat would be made of leather.â
Her voice stopped abruptly.
âSheâs supposed to be Trappist for the next week,â said Andy, trying not to sound anxious but failing to sound amused. âSo she wonât be coming over to Dublin for the gig there. Thatâs for definite.â
âWhat about the Music Centre?â Surely nothing would stop her missing that.
âYeah. A bit of a milestone, isnât it?â
âI canât imagine it without her. Couldnât she come along to the party and gesture? Itâs about all most of us can do after that level of decibels.â
âWeâll do what the medics say. Only thing.â His voice was sombre.
After that, I didnât mention the ad.
Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof
â¦
The girl I phoned at the
Evening Mail
was adamant. There was a procedure for checking that notices placed by phone were valid, and it was always enforced. No one on the phone desk ever authorised a small ad without phoning back to make sure the caller was
bona fide
.
âNever?â
âNever
. We simply wonât accept the item if someoneâs calling from a phone box. Weâd want an office number if they werenât calling from home. We actually prefer the information to be faxed.â
âSo if I wanted to let you know I was engagedââ
âOoh, congratulations! Not many people bother these daysââ
âWhich Iâm not, youâd make sure my putative fiancé endorsed it?â
âOf course.â
I thanked her humbly, aware that I was wasting her time.
And mine; I looked at my watch. Iâd better try to