meant.
âDo you get shit about your weight?â she asked.
I shrugged.
âHmm.â She thought for a while. âAnyway, fat Mick, letâs see your timetable. I might be able to help you out.â
âItâs Michael,â I said. âFat Michael to you.â
She grinned. I liked her. I didnât care that the other students were laughing at us.
When the bell went for first lesson, Mr Atkins took me to the door. He gave me a student diary and a pat on the back.
âA small token of our esteem and respect,â he said.
For some reason, as I walked down the corridor, I felt inside my pocket. My hand closed around a coin. I didnât need to take it out to know that it was a two-dollar coin. A gleaming two-dollar coin that hadnât been there before.
I had Maths first. I sat at the side of the class. If you sit at the front, you get marked as a nerd, and you canât sit at the back. Thatâs where the tough kids hang and I didnât want to provoke anyone.
Some kids stared at me and whispered behind their hands. They didnât laugh out loud, but only because the teacher was strict and glared at anyone who made a noise. That suited me. English was next and that was okay as well. The teacher was friendly enough, but without much control over the class. A couple of the boys made snide comments, but she either didnât hear or decided to ignore them. Again, that was fine. Anything to avoid trouble.
At recess I wandered out to the oval. Leah had offered to meet me but Iâd said I would be fine. I didnât want her to feel obliged. Sheâd want to spend time with her friends, after all. Anyway, I needed to explore by myself. I had to find my place and I could only do that alone. I always found a niche, at every school. Somewhere that felt right, where I could be by myself. Itâs difficult to describe, but I always knew it when I found it. In our new house, for example, it wasnât my bedroom, it was the steps outside the laundry. It felt good there. Quiet. I knew there would be a place like that somewhere in the school grounds. It was just a case of finding it.
I skirted groups of kids littering the oval and ignored their stares. There was a tree away from the main area and I headed towards it. It was a hot day and I needed shade. Most of the other trees already had groups of kids under them. I sat under my tree and faced the oval. I didnât want it to seem like I was staring at anyone.
I opened my lunch bag and found the treat Mary had packed. It was a big slab of chocolate cake, already starting to melt in the heat. I picked up a piece and it crumbled in my fingers. I had a chunk almost to my mouth when I stopped. I thought of Leah. She liked cake. Maybe it would be nice to save it for her. Then again, she might think I was hitting on her. It was a problem.
A shadow fell across my feet. I looked up. The shadow belonged to a boy. His eyes were brown. And hard.
âThis place is out of bounds,â he said.
âIs it?â I said. âI didnât know. Iâm new.â
âYeah, I know. You think I wouldnât have noticed you before? Youâre a little difficult to miss, mate.â He squatted down next to me. âYou like cake, eh?â
I shrugged.
âFigures,â he said. âSo how many of those do you have a day? I mean, to get to your size, you must get through, what . . . five or six?â
I didnât say anything, but I looked around for differences. Itâs instinctive. I couldnât see any, though. The boy sighed.
âListen, mate. When I ask a question, you answer. Is that clear?â His voice was calm, as if explaining something simple to someone of limited intelligence. There wasnât any anger or aggression in it. And that scared me.
âYeah,â I said.
âAnyway,â he continued. âYou must eat plenty. Do you know what I think?â
I didnât know if that was a