merely an infirmary.â
âIt is both. One cannot heal without magic.â
âReally? Well, the humans seem to manage,â he said dryly.
âThe humans donât live when theyâve lost over eighty percent of their blood supply and one limb.â
A surprised chuckle bubbled out of him. âTouché,â he said, quite liking the glimpse at her feisty side.
âBesides,â she said, setting down one bloody tool and opting for another, âIâve spent my whole life here.â
The smile left Kestrelâs face. âYouâve never left the mountain?â
âIâve never had to.â
âExcept to shift, of course,â he said matter-of-factly.
Her slim fingers wobbled in their normally precise movements of tweaking and refining the mechanical leg.
âYou have shifted,â he stated more than asked. âHavenât you?â
After a moment she shook her head. âNo. Never.â
âWhy?â
âAgain. I never had to,â she replied, her tone abrupt.
Her reply sounded believable enough, and yet Kestrel sensed she wasnât telling him everything. âDo you not yearn for a life outside these walls?â
âWhat for? So I can live the same life behind some other walls just a few hundred feet that way?â she said, pointing toward the inner city.
Okay, now he found her feistiness annoying. âYou know what I mean.â
She shrugged. âI suppose. Yet, as youâve no doubt noted, this is where the elderly females come for sanctuary. When they are no longer fertile and withdraw from the flock, they move here to practice magic and teach the regency virgins the way of the ancients.â
Kestrel knew all this, of course. Heâd heard the lore and stories. But heâd thought they were just that. Stories. âWait, so if youâre down here that means youâreâ¦â
Her cheeks flushed the color of his bloodstained bandage, the answer to his question before he asked it.
âOf course,â he said, reading the name on her badge.
Sparrow Rose.
âRose,â he repeated aloud. âYou were the resident healerâs daughter.â
âYup.â She bit out the word, tossing an implement onto the tray with a clang.
âHe was a brave council man.â
âHe was a mad scientist.â Her jaw muscle bunched. âA murderer.â
Kestrel swallowed, unsure of what direction to take this conversation. âNot all accused him of such that day.â
Her head snapped up, her eyes unwavering in their intensity as she stared him down. âThey should have.â She snapped the latex gloves off her hands and straightened, the stool screeching against the linoleum floor as she stood. âWeâre done here.â
Chapter Five
Once Sparrow rounded the corner, her hands started to shake. The minute she stepped into her office, she shut the door, bracing her back upon it. Images, memories of her youth, flashed behind her closed eyes, leaving puncturing imprints on her soul with each one.
Memories of helping her father during healings flooded her mind. How each and every time, the emotions of the wounded or dying warriors would slam into her, terrifying her, hurting her. Sometimes even render her unconscious. Yet he never cared. He always forced her to be in the room with him.
Sparrow braced her hands on the door, groping for something solid to hold on to while she rode out the tide of the past swelling all around her.
Memories of the day a group of anxious, violent dragon lords stormed into the magus dome for her father. Sheâd been but a child, yet she remembered as if it were yesterday. The legion claimed heâd failed to administer care, failed to heal her mother and a legionnaire rumored to be her lover, and they hanged him for it.
Sheâd spent every day since swearing she would be everything he wasnât. Had sworn she would heal anyone brought to her, no