time with Justine. I have better things to do with my hard-earned money than spend it all on a holiday with youâ¦you jerks.â I hung up before she could say another word.
I swiped at the tears and leaned back against the wall. I stared at the screen, willing Selena to call back, to text me. While I waited, I ran through all the mean and awful things I would say to her.
The phone did not ring. The screen stayed blank.
I shoved my pillow back under my head and jammed the phone underneath.
When Mom called me for supper, I yelled that I didnât want any. When she knocked on my door later, I pressed my face into the pillow so she wouldnât hear me crying.
I pulled out my phone and punched in a whole bunch of texts to Josie.
That cow Selena!
Remember the CCC? #3? Stick together?
U kno that gry skirt? I do hav it. Itâs perfect wth the blu shirt!
I hate this. Call me.
BFF my ass.
Dont u dare try 2 make xcuses.
I deleted them all.
I turned my phone off and threw it across the room. When it fell behind my chair, I didnât bother to check it was okay.
I crawled into bed, pulled the covers up to my head.
Mom and Dad knocked during the evening. When I didnât answer, they whispered to each other and then went away.
Next morning, my phone worked. But there was nothing from Selena. Or Josie.
All the way to school, I worked on what I would say to them. If we ever spoke again.
By lunch, they had still not called or texted me. âWant to see a movie on the weekend?â I asked Cleo at lunch.
âSure youâve got time for me between keeping in touch with old friends and babysitting?â She peered inside her wrap, then rolled it back up.
âYou said you liked movies.â
âI thought you were saving all your pay for your trip to Calgary?â
âIâm not going.â
âHow come?â Cleo asked.
âJosie and Selena are taking this dumb girl they hardly know. Justine,â I sneered. âJustine Marcus. Itâs not like sheâs a friend or anything. She just stands next to them in the choir.â I would have told Cleo that used to be my spot, but I didnât want to start crying again.
âSo did you have a big bust-up when they told you?â
âKind of. I guess so.â I never wanted to speak to Selena again. Josie neither. She could have voted Justine out of the trip and insisted I came along. She should have. But she didnât.
Cleo eyed my fries. âI had this friend in Westbank, Lauren, since kindergarten. In grade seven she came with us on a road trip into the Rockies. In exchange, I was supposed to go to Disneyland with her family. Somewhere my parents would never go.â
âYou havenât been to Disneyland?â I asked her.
Cleo flapped a hand as if that wasnât what mattered. âThe point is, when they finally went, they said they wanted a family trip. So they took a cousin Lauren had never even met.â
âOuch.â
Cleo flipped her hat strings. âWhen they got back, they were buddies. The cousin was in, and I was out.â She grabbed a fry. âYour friends are dumb if they donât invite you to go with them.â
âWellâ¦â I wanted to defend Josie and Selena. Rule number three in the Cool Code was Stick Together.
Though why should I care? Iâd been gone less than two months, and Iâd already been replaced.
âItâs like little kids on a playground,â said Cleo. âI canât be friends with you because you are friends with someone Iâm not friends with,â she went on in a singsong voice. âLike thereâs not enough friendship to go around.â When she flung her arms out, a guy carrying a loaded tray nearly dumped it on the giggling girls at the next table. âThereâs enough love in the world for everyone,â Cleo announced.
Was it them she was talking about? Or me?
I got busy plucking sprouts out of my