the numa head away with his foot and closes the door behind him. As the surge of dark energy hits us, I see Faust clench his fists and take it like a shot of adrenaline. Frosty closes her eyes and breathes in deeply, storing hers up. I shudder as mine floods me. The big reward for killing numa: We get their energy when they die. And we also gift the world with one less bad guy. Itâs a win-win situation.
âTreat the overdose,â Frosty calls to Faust, and he moves quickly to care for the unconscious boy. She turns to me. âGo downstairs and let our backups in,â she orders.
As I leave, I see her go over to the bathroom door and knock.âIs everyone okay in there?â she asks. Muffled affirmations come from behind the door. âJust stay where you are for the moment. Sit tight. Youâre all going to be okay.â
Her voice is firm and reassuring, but as she turns away and my eye catches hers, I know she is telling a half-truth. These kids got out of this scene alive, but theyâre already chin-deep in numa business. Itâs going to take a lot of intervention on our part, if theyâll even accept our help, for them to truly be okay.
Frosty knows how things work here. Sheâs been around for a while, but not too long. I can tell from her aura . . . from her eyes . . . that sheâs a much younger revenant than I. But the power I see in her leaves no question of her nature in my mind. She is trying to appear normal, chummy with her kindred, on equal terms with the others. But Iâm from a place where hierarchy has reigned for centuries . . . millennia even. True leaders have come and gone: Iâve read about them in Gaspardâs records, and met a few at convocations. And I know without a doubt that this woman was born to be among them. Born to be a queen. Forget Ice Queen, Frost Queen. Iâm in the presence of a girl who has the potential to be the Queen . . . of New York.
FOUR
TWO MONTHS CREEP BY, AND THINGS DO NOT GET better. Every day is like its own separate death, bullet-riddled with memories and gutted by the twisting knife of loss. Entwined with the memories of Kate, and the longing for a love that will never be, is the loss of my best friend. My mood swings wildly between missing the camaraderie of a brother I had for over seventy years, and resenting him for being the recipient of Kateâs love.
And then thereâs Jean-Baptiste. Although I was never as close to him as Vincent was, I loved and respected the man. I should be there to help support Gaspard in his grief. So thereâs that guilt to deal with, along with all the rest.
Losing Vincent is like losing my right arm. And since Kate has my heart, and I feel spineless for abandoning Gaspard, you could say Iâm presently suffering a major lack of body parts.
The only way I survive is to never stop moving. I make sure Iâm always surrounded by others, so I wonât have time to think andend up imploding like a dying star.
I walk incessantly. I know the streets of Brooklyn and Manhattan, my two chosen boroughs, well enough by now to have an accurate street map in my head. I sign up for three four-hour shifts per day. Although that first day was an exception, and New Yorkâs numa are staying suspiciously out of sight, there are enough cases of suffering street people, suicide attempts, domestic violence, and near-fatal accidents to keep me on a continual high from the life force I absorb from these saves.
âDude, this isnât a contest,â Faust says as I trim my hair in my studio mirror. âYou donât get bonus points if you save more humans than anyone else.â
He has been an impeccable welcome rep. He got me moved into my room at the Warehouse and had it furnished with what I asked for. (I didnât really care, but he pushed me for details until it ended up looking pretty much exactly like my room in Paris . . . besides the