have all the validation you want. Whatâs milady waiting for?â
I froze. Iâd unintentionally steered our conversation in a direction I was unwilling to travel. Struggling for words, I was saved by the sound of the front door opening.
âHey, whoâs here? Oh, hi, Claire,â said Kane Richter as he walked into the kitchen. âHope Iâm not interrupting anything.â
âNothing at all,â I assured the pleasant young man as he paused to greet his partner with a kiss, a long one, not a peck. No doubt about itâthey were in love. Kane didnât look like a kid anymore, though he wore shorts and a T-shirt. And Grant looked far younger than his years, though he was impeccably dressed from his morning of casual business meetings. In spite of the two menâs seeming incongruity, they were a perfect match.
âYouâre just in time for lunch,â said Grant.
âGlad I didnât stop for a burger on the way home. I had a hunch you might be up to something.â Kane turned to me, grinning. âThe guy even cooks. How lucky is that?â
Grant dismissed the flattery. âNot much cooking today, Iâm afraid. Itâs just a salad.â His words were too humble. The various ingredientsâthe greens, the fluted mushrooms, the grilled chickenâhad taken a considerable amount of advance preparation.
âPerfect,â said Kane. âIâll help with the table. Outdoors?â
Silly question. It was a pristine early-winter day in the desert. By now, the temperature had nudged seventy. From the terrace by the pool, the peaks of the surrounding mountain rangesâthe Santa Rosas, San Jacintos, and San Bernardinosâlooked close enough to touch, like artful but artificial backdrops constructed for the stage.
Within minutes, we had settled around the glass-topped table under an arbor near the pool. A distant mockingbirdâs melodic drill drifted on a dry breeze spiced with citrus and oleander. The setting, far more intoxicating than the chardonnay I sipped, still seemed unreal to me. I was tempted to pinch myself, as it did not seem possible to think of paradise as home.
We gabbed as we ate, speaking of Stewart Chaffeeâs quirky behavior, regaling Kane with our tale of Stewartâs friendly feud with his full-figured nurse, capping our story with the ill-mannered incident of the fleshy trumpet.
Predictably, Kane found this uproarious. He leaned back in his chair, cupping his hands and applauding slowly as he laughedâwhen did the younger generation begin doing that? Where on earth did they pick up this odd, pervasive habit? I blinked away the image of Kane as a trained seal with a ruffle around its neck, clapping its flippers and barking. At the same time, I studied Kaneâs technique, knowing I could put it to use in some future production that might feature a contemporary twenty-something male.
Kane wiped an eye, sat forward again, and asked, âWhy were you with this guy in the first place?â
Grant explained that I needed a particular sort of clock for the Laura set. âItâs like a grandfather clock, but smaller. Stewart has a wonderful example in his collectionâAustrian, eighteenth-century. Claire and I will be returning tomorrow morning to pick it up. Maybe you could ride along to help with the lifting.â
âSure, happy to.â Then Kane turned to me. âThe play opens next week, doesnât it?â
âFriday night.â A knot gripped my stomach as I set down my wineglass. Though Iâd directed hundreds of plays in a career spanning three decades, the prospect of an opening night still brought butterflies. This healthy apprehension served to remind me that my work was soon to be judged, that I could never let down my guard. âThe showâs in great shape,â I told Kane blithely (I was acting). âMy work is all but done. The last week of production always feels like