shoes. At every practice, the grandfatherly coaches had knelt at his feet and tightened his laces. Matteo had stared off into the distance with the attitude and confidence of the great Brazilian soccer player, Ronaldo.
âMatteo is so full of himself,â I complained. âHe acts like no one belongs on the field with him.â
Giuliaâs upper lip curled. âNo one is worthy to be on the same field as Matteo. Not even Matteo.â
âNo one is worthy to tie his shoes,â I said. âToo bad he canât do it either.â
Giulia giggled. âWell he can now.â
âAre you sure? Maybe his mamma does it for him at home.â
âAh, we are making his ears whistle today,â Giulia said with satisfaction. âThe other girls donât understand the Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde of soccer.â
âHeâs different at school?â
âOh, sà . The girls are crazy for him. Some of them have his photo on a key chain with the English words âI love you!â Really! It is too funny. It pleases me to meet someone who understands.â
âAgreed,â I said, finally seeing the perfect opportunity to ask my big question. âSo, would you like to play soccer with me this year?â
Giulia jerked away from me, her fingers closing into fists. âNo! Never! It is impossibile .â
âWhy?â The word slipped out before I could stop it.
Giulia uncrossed her legs and hugged her knees to her chest. âOf course, it would be possible. It is very simple to ask Signora Martelli for a practice uniform. But wait, I do not even have to ask. My old one is not too narrow for me yet. And my papá would pay. It would not please him that I play soccer with the boys. It never pleased him. Soccer is not for girls, he thinks. But since Emi plays, he could not say I was too busy with school.â
âGiulia, Iâm so sorry. I wish I hadnât asked.â
âNo, no. It is nothing. Iâm glad that you asked me. It means you wish to be friends, no? If only you had come earlier, Irene. I had already been the only girl for years. I knew I would never make the traveling team. I am a good player, better than many of the boys who quit before me. But now, itâs not worth the trouble.â She stopped and shook her head. âMaybe I played so long just to annoy Matteo.â
I snorted.
âI wasnât joking.â
âI know.â
âI have lost a year, Irene. You will leave next summer, and I would have to quit again.â She paused and tilted her head to the side. âOf course, Matteo would hate itâ¦â
I let the silence between us lengthen, hoping that she might change her mind. Instead, she closed her eyes and shook her head. âI cannot. Iâm sorry.â
âItâs nothing. Donât worry yourself. So, now it is my turn to annoy Matteo.â
Giuliaâs shoulders straightened. âVery good! I will come to the games to watch him suffer, and you can come to my volleyball games. Unlessâ¦â
âWhat?â
Giulia leaned forward. âUnless youâd like to quit soccer and play volleyball with me. I am learning to play. I am too short to spike or block, but you are tall. That is an advantage in volleyball, no?â
If I switched to volleyball, it would be an honorable escape from a team that didnât want me to a team that would. People might smile when I walked into practice instead of wishing Iâd go away and never come back. I might lose a year, but I wouldnât lose all my conditioning. And I was sure that Giulia would be more than happy to kick the soccer ball around with me for fun.
I found myself staring at her. I could see traces of Emi in her nose and high cheekbones. She had his wavy hair, dark eyes, and warm enthusiasm. Had this been Emiâs plan all alongâhaving his sister tempt me away from soccer with volleyball?
âNo. It canât be,â I