half the man you reckon, Janet, heâll jump at it.â
âWhat I donât understand,â said Trixie, âis why Suhami didnât tell us until the other day who she really is.â
âCanât you?â Janet gave another unamused laugh. âI can.â
âJust as well,â continued Trixie, âthat Chris had already started declaring his intentions. Otherwise she might think he was only after her money.â
A sudden silence greeted this intemperate remark, then Christopher, tight-mouthed, picked up the knives and forks, said âexcuse meâ and left the room.
âHonestly Trixieâ¦â
âIt was only a joke. I donât knowâ¦â She stomped off without carrying as much as an egg spoon. âNo sense of humour in this place.â
Now Ken struggled to his feet. He had âa legâ which stopped him doing quite as much as he would have liked around the house and garden. Some days (especially if rain was forecast) it was worse than others. This morning he hardly limped at all. He picked up the breadboard, saying âNo peace for the wicked.â
âThey wouldnât know what to do with it if there was,â said Janet, and Heather put on her patient Griselda face.
Janet was Heatherâs cross and a great challenge. She was so left-brained; so intellectual. It had been difficult at first for Heather to cope. Until one day, appealed to, Kenâs spirit guide Hilarion had explained that Janet was the physical manifestation of Heatherâs own animus. How grateful Heather had been to learn this! It not only made absolute sense but brought about an even deeper feeling of caring commitment. Now, using a tone of exaggerated calm she said: âI think weâd better get on.â
Left alone with Janet, Arno looked at her with some concern. He was afraid he intuited some sort of appeal in the whiteness of her face and the strained rigidity of her hands and arms as she hung on to the dustpan. He wished to do the right thing. Everyone at The Lodge was supposed to be available for counselling at any time of the day or night and Arno, although he was by nature rather fastidious about the spilling of his own emotions, always tried to be open and receptive if needed by others. However there were resonances here which disturbed him deeply and that he did not understand. Neverthelessâ¦
âIs there something worrying you, Janet? That you would like to share?â
âWhat do you mean?â She was immediately on the defensive, as if goaded. âThereâs nothing. Nothing at all.â She was irritated by the word âshareâ, implying as it did an automatic willingness to receive.
âIâm sorry.â Arno backtracked, unoffended. His freckled countenance glazed over with relief.
âUnless you go around with a permanent grin on your face, people keep asking you what your problem is.â
âItâs well meantââ
But Janet was leaving, her angular shoulder blades stiff with irritation. Arno followed more slowly, making his way to the great hall. It appeared empty. He looked around. âTimâ¦?â He waited then called again but no one came. The boy had lately found himself a quite impregnable retreat and Arno, appreciating Timâs need to be safe and lie securely hidden, made no attempt to seek him out. When the Master emerged from his devotions, Tim also would show himselfâfollowing in his beloved benefactorâs footsteps as naturally as any shadow. And crouching at his feet when he halted like a faithful hound.
So Arno put the beehive hood aside for another day. Then he made his way down the long passage to where the Wellingtons, galoshes and umbrellas were kept, found his old jacket and panama hat, and disappeared to work in the garden.
After everyone had gone and the main house was quiet Tim appeared, edging his way into the hall.
Here, in the centre of the ceiling, was