barrier, weâll drop them off and come back for the rest.â
âThe best thing you could do for your friends now is let them die,â Stephen says.
I thrust the pistol into his face and tell him to shut up.
He flinches, then shrugs. He slowly stands up and offers me his hands. âCanât hardly push with my hands tied up like this.â
âYes, you can.â
I tell Kelly to hobble Stephenâs feet. âGive him enough slack so he can walk, but not enough to run.â
The smile on Stephenâs face never falters. It just sits there, unchanging. Itâs really starting to irritate me. I just want to slap it off.
No, I want to shoot it off.
âYeah, youâre right,â he says. âItâs probably better that you leave me tied up.â
âAnd why is that, asshole?â Kelly growls.
âFor your own protection, of course.â
âFuck you. We already beat your sorry ass once. Youâre the one who needs protection from us.â
âKelly, focus. We need to hurry.â
Stephenâs grin grows even wider. âYes, time is of the essence, isnât it?â
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Chapter 5
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Kelly manages to sling Jake over his shoulder. I donât know if heâs just being careless or if itâs intentional, but he nearly drops Jake on his head while picking him up. Then he bangs his face into the side of the tram door getting out. Iâm this close to yelling at him to be more careful, but I know it wonât help things, so I keep quiet.
âHe stinks,â Kelly says, puffing. âHeâs covered in puke.â
Really? I want to say. Iâve been injected with a deadly virus and youâre worried about puke?
A little regurgitated food is the least of our worries.
Iâm still barefoot, since the boys hadnât been able to find my shoes back in the terminal. Kelly suggests I try on Tanyaâs or Ashleyâs shoes. I know Iâd never fit into Ashâs new Nikes, so I check Tanyaâs. Theyâre sensible walking shoes with worn soles and frayed laces. Working class shoes. A bit tight, but better than possibly stepping on something sharp and nasty out there in the dark.
As I lace them up, I canât help but wonder what happened to mine. Had I lost them during the bomb blast? Did somebody forget to pack them with my clothes at the hospital? I used to hate the thingsâdrab gray and sun-bleached, no arch support, the stitching repaired a half dozen timesâbut now I wish I had them back.
Stephen refuses to push Micahâs wheelchair with his hands tied. âThe handles are too far apart,â he says. Not that he tries very hard.
âPull, then,â Kelly growls at him and grabs a handful of his hair and spins him around. He gives it a twist. Stephen doesnât argue after that. He grabs the back of the wheelchair with both hands and begins to drag it along as he walks backwards.
Iâm just as unsympathetic. I point the pistol at his face and tell him to shut the hell up and to keep moving if he knows whatâs good for him. As far as Iâm concerned, the guyâs got nothing to complain about. Heâs lucky I havenât put a bullet in his head already. To be honest, Iâm not sure why I havenât. I tell myself that itâs because I donât want to waste a roundâthereâs only three left in the magazine and one chamberedâbut I get this nagging feeling that weâre going to need him.
Stephenâs eyes glaze over and his face goes slack as he erases any outward emotion, but he pulls the chair and he doesnât stop pulling. He trips a few times, once landing hard on his ass and yelping in surprise and pain. Kelly wouldâve been on him in a flash if he wasnât already burdened with Jake. I wave the gun and tell him to stop messing around. He gets up without complaining. He spins Micah around and begins to push, somehow managing, even with his