life in Los Angeles. Living in her sisterâs spare room. Listening to Maggieâs fights with her boyfriend, to her son Benâs tantrums. It was why sheâd come on this vacation in the first place, to get away from all that for a few days.
A giggle rose in her throat as she walked up the stairs from the reception area to her tower. Maybe she just wouldnât leave. See how long the hotelâs free room was good for. They hadnât really said.
Iâll live off room service and peanuts from the minibar, she thought. Let my hair go gray, my thighs get fat, get a couple of cats and a Chihuahua. Fill the room with purchases from the beach vendors: loud serapes, wooden dolphin statuettes, flying Batman parachute toys, piled in stacks, all smelling vaguely of cat piss. Take her Chihuahua on walks down the Malecón. Maybe one of the cats, too.
She felt, for the first time in months, light. Unencumbered. Free.
The feeling wouldnât last long, probably, but why not enjoy it?
Maybe Iâll take some pictures, she thought.
Get out the good camera. Wander around. See what caught her eye. She hadnât done that in ages, hadnât done it here at all, not even a few snapshots with her point-and-shoot, and she was a pretty decent photographer â or had been, once.
She decided to change out of the sundress and into some shorts and a tanktop. Better for taking photos, in case she needed to climb or crouch.
The hotel people hadnât arranged things the way she would, naturally, and she had to hunt inside the wardrobe to figure out where theyâd put her clothes.
Underwear on one shelf. Blouses and skirts neatly hung. Sandals lined in a row.
Including one pair that didnât belong. A pair of Tevas, too big to fit her feet.
Hanging on the closet pole, a faded batik shirt.
Danielâs clothes.
She found the swim trunks on the shelf with her bathing suit and sarong.
Holding up the trunks, she felt a surge of irritation. How could they have forgotten his clothes? What was she supposed to do with them?
Maybe sheâd give them to the beach vendors, to one of the Indian kids peddling garish magnets made in China.
Itâs not right for me to feel this way, she thought. She should care â shouldnât she? â about what had happened to him. Maybe heâd just needed stitches, maybe he was resting at home right now, or even back on the beach looking for some other tourist to fuck, but what if heâd been badly hurt? A skull fracture, bleeding in the brain, something like that.
But ever since Tom had died, she didnât seem to feel the things she was supposed to feel.
And maybe it wasnât so strange, not wanting to see Daniel, after what had happened. What did she know about him, really? Just that he was attractive, and after sheâd taken him to her room, theyâd been attacked.
It could have been a lot worse.
She shuddered thinking about it.
Just some clothes that he wasnât going to miss. Not her problem.
There was a sudden burst of music. She flinched, almost flinging Danielâs trunks in the air. What
was
that? Not the stereo from the beach bar, it was definitely inside the room. A rock song, something familiar. She finally recognized it as âPretty Fly,â by the Offspring. Coming from inside her tote bag.
It was her iPhone. Iâve never used that ringtone, she thought. She grabbed it from her bag, hit ANSWER .
âHey, Danny?â A male voice.
âNo,â she said. âWhoâs this?â
âOh. Sorry. Wrong number.â The call ended.
She stared at the phone. The wallpaper on the screen was wrong â an ocean wave rather than the rows of mountains she used. A moment later it rang again. N ED G came up as the caller. Same ringtone.
âHey,â the same male voice said. âThis is Dannyâs phone, right?â
CHAPTER THREE
She hadnât thought it was Danielâs phone. It looked exactly