âBut you have a new world now.â
âA new world without the comforts of home. You canât bring a lady to such a wild and untamed region. Itâs too dangerous. At night the sky itself is like crystal, the voluptuous moon four times its usual size. As the oceans roll onto the endless sands you can hear the mermaids whispering to each other on the spice-fumed air. And Mr. Guy misled your mistress about that too. No air is sweeter than that of Cupers Cove. The atmosphere is different in the far west; it hangs like vapour of honey, tinged with cinnamon and clove.â
âIt doesnât sound dangerous,â Helen says, turning her body from the fire. Her knee bumps against mine as she faces me full on. âIt sounds marvellous!â
âWould you not find it too much for your senses?â
âI scrub floors and empty chamber pots for my keep. Thatâs too much for my senses, not the world that you describe.â
I nod and throw the second length of twig into the fire. âBut there is a cost, young Helen.â
âDonât call me young Helen. Iâm at least as old as you.â Her dark eyes, moist with anger, have caught the flame now. âI was schooled too, with Miss Eliza, at least for a while when we were children.â
âYears and school. Iâm talking of experience.â
âExperience of what, exactly?â She cocks her head and frowns, and looks achingly pretty. âWhy do men always talk like that? You think life is about miles traversed? Women bedded? Ale swilled? How about ovens fired, floors swept, silver polished? My broom has travelled more miles than any ship. Thatâs experience for you!â
âExperience of drudgery, yes.â
She straightens her neck and leans away from me. For a moment I think Iâve gone too far, and that I might have lost her.
âWhat exactly would you have me do to change my situation?â I know itâs meant sarcastically, but this is the opening Iâve been looking for.
I smile and consider for a moment.
âHow did you leave your household, Helen? Are they all safely asleep? No disturbances?â
âYes, everyone is asleep.â
âMr. Egret too?â
âYes.â
âIâm glad to hear he sleeps so soundly, and there was no commotion about the place.â
âNow it is you who is talking in riddles.â
I pause again and look into the flames.
âThe Egret household bulges at the seams with riches. How does a woman like you polish and dust trinkets of little account to their owner, but of a value that might make the fortune of a modest man, or woman?â
âI donât know âhow,â as you put it, but I can tell you that fear of the hangmanâs noose keeps my fingers where they ought to be.â
âAh, but there you have it, Helen: fear. Listen for a second!â
I take hold of her wrist.
âWhat?â
âJust listen,â I whisper.
I loosen my grip upon her wrist and let my hand fall. Her startled eyes, still searching mine, widen. A woman coughs and spits somewhere in the deepest shadows near the road. The gibbet creaks. A cold-fingered breeze creeps around us.
âItâs everywhere, closing in on us. Wouldnât you prefer to skirmish with death than let it come upon you slowly, unopposed?â I feel her sigh, and know the thought is not new to her. âExperience, the only experience worth having, is about risk. I was not Mr. Guyâs deputy when we set out from Minehead eighteen months ago.â
âIâd say not. You couldnât have been more than sixteen years old.â
âItâs risk-taking that elevated me to where I am today. Thatâs what the new world is all about. Its wonders are not for the faint-hearted.â
âIâm not faint-hearted,â she says, a wounded look returning. âYou should know that by now. Iâve broken my masterâs curfew three