beautiful.â
âSometimes being pretty isnât enough,â Poppy murmured.
Claudia loved her friend, but sheâd never understood her aversion to her own looks. Granted, Poppyâs nonexistent dowry had made marriage proposals nonexistent as well, but why would being beautiful ever be a bad thing? Oh, to know how it felt like to walk into a room and have all the men stop and stare!
âThis isnât about me,â Poppy said. âWeâre talking about you, remember? I know you donât want to abandon your illustrating.â
âNot this again. Poppy, I have to. You understand about familial duty, I know you do.â
âYes, but my family is supportive of one another.â
âWould your father approve of you taking a paying position?â
âI donât know. If my family doesnât figure out some way to get back some of our money, I very well may have to. Claudia, itâs 1848, the times are changing. Someday it will be respectable for women like us to have paid positions other than governesses. Being a governess is all I could do, but not you. Youâre so talented, and you shouldnât have to give that up. Not for your father or any other man. If you found the right husband, someone who would support youâ¦â
âIt would be nice,â Claudia agreed. But it wouldnât happen. âYou know something? You and I together make the perfect woman. You with your beauty, not to mention grace, and me with my pretty dresses and dowry. Someone would snatch us up, wouldnât they?â Poppy looked so pretty in that dress, prettier than it had ever looked on Claudia. Poppy, an accomplished seamstress, had taken it up in all the places where Claudia had more flesh than a girl should have, and the bodice fit snugly against her slender body. Sheâd removed the bows and ribbons so that now it was simple. Just a pretty, sea-green, satin dress.
âIndeed they would. But someone will snatch you up. Look at this hair.â She picked up one of Claudiaâs ringlets. âAnd you donât even have to use an iron to get these curls. I would wager half of the girls in this town would likely pull themselves bald if they thought their hair would grow back like yours.â
Claudia nodded to the scene in front of them. âI hate to admit it,â she said quietly, âbut I should like to see Francie Barkwell yank all her hair out. Of course if she doesnât marry soon, her mother might do that for her.â
They both giggled as they watched Francieâs mother practically push her daughter into a passing earlâs path.
âI almost feel sorry for her,â Poppy said. âBut as I was saying, I just donât think you should close yourself off to other suitors. Why should you have to put your life on hold while Richard pussyfoots about? Heâs not your only choice.â
âHeâs my fatherâs choice. Besides, itâs not as if I have a line of men to choose from.â Claudia held up her dance card. âHe will propose when the time is right. Heâs merely busy with his career. Like it or not, Richard is my only choice.â
âWhat about Mr. Middleton?â
âWhat about Mr. Middleton?â
âWhat color were his eyes?â
âBrown.â She said that entirely too fast. Cripes. She was supposed to be uninterested in that man. If she was so uninterested, why did she keep thinking of him? And his brown eyes.
âBut heâs nothing special?â
âOh, all right, heâs handsome. Devilishly so. Satisfied?â She crossed her arms over her chest, then smiled in spite of herself.
âPartially.â
âIt simply doesnât matter whether or not heâs handsome, Iâm still not workââ
Gracious, he was here. And dressed head to toe in black, like a walking sin. His hair, tied back tonight, gave him an almost civilized look. But the sharp slant of