seriously, âyou got ants, you got needles in you, you got yourself all hopped up and you canât climb off.â
The boy shrugged.
âYou know whatâs the essence of this, the core of your problem,â Joe went on. âI been trying to tell you. I seen maybe fifty cases like you, right here in town. If it was one, it would be a puzzle, but with fifty I put the pieces together and make a generalization.â
âAnd what do you get?â
Joe took off the towel and shook out the big apron. âAll done. I get aimlessness, apathy, indifference. You donât know where youâre going, which is all rightânot all right, but understandable. But what is worse, you donât know where you been. You been in the greatest experience mankind ever underwent, but whatâs it to you?â
âBad dreams,â the boy grinned.
âExactlyâââ Someone knocked at the door, and Joe said: âExactlyâjust one minute. Iâll finish that. You say a thing offhand and it can become of great importance.â He opened the door. A huge man, wrapped in a black coat, entered; Joe locked the door and said, without taking a breath: âHello, Doc. A man asks for a doctor, not your kind of a doctor, a head doctor, let us say. Heâs got bad dreams and needles in him, but what he needs is not a doctor but a little understanding. Am I right?â
âIâve known you to be right,â the man said. He was at least six feet and four inches, built to proportion, a big head, a jutting nose, and a shock of iron-gray hair. People said of Dr. Elliott Abbott that he looked like Winant, the Ambassador to the Court of St. James, but that was a superficial resemblance, and his own wife thought of him somewhat more romantically as resembling Ernest, in Hawthorneâs tale about the old man of the mountain. However that may have been, he was a big and impressive looking man, large of feature and frame, dark eyed, with shaggy brows, bearlike in his gait and surprisingly gentle in voice. Now he put down bag and hat, hung up coat and jacket, loosened his tie, and climbed into the chair with a sigh of relief, sniffing deeply and then yawning widely.
âWhere Iâm going, wherever it be, I will not get food like I smell. Iâve known you to be right, Joe.â
âThere! Do I want a better co-signer? You stay for dinner, Doc. Johnny, did you read that literature I gave you?â
âI canât read anything outside the funnies. Joe, if Father OâMalley canât convert me, how far you think youâre going to get?â
âWe got different points of view. Just read that stuff. Thatâs all, Johnny, I ask a small favor.â He let him out of the store, locked the door behind him, and turned to the doctor.
âDinner?â
âNot tonight,â Abbott said. âThat boy needs more than you can give him, Joe. Heâs sick, physically sick.â
âAll right. But he also needs something to put his hands onâanything.â He enveloped the doctor in the apron. âShave you?â
âShave, yes. Iâve got fifteen minutes before Ruth picks me up here. What do you know?â
âIndicationsâjust indications. This is a peculiar strikeâbut from what I read, all over the country it is a peculiar strike. It has strange features, like they want the men to go out. Six days of strike, and nothing happens. Everybody is sweet. Even Lowell is sweet like a lump of sugar, from what I hear.â
âDo you think Lowell has horns, Joe?â
âI donât know. I got one attitude toward a boss, Doc. Only one. I make a generalization from a multitude. The other night, Iâm sitting with Hannah, and we figured I worked on forty-three jobsâtwenty-one states. That makes me a repository of experience, no?â
âI envy you,â the doctor said.
âSure, but take thisâââ A girl of seven