on the table next to the chair. âSo theyâve been coming, trying to make a name for themselves by taking me out. It was only a trickle at first, one every few weeks. There are more of them now, and they come in bunchesâtwo at a time, sometimes three. Itâs like a rat problem.â
âAnd you kill them all?â I asked.
âWell, first I ask them to leave,â Michael said. I deserved the sarcasm.
âHow can you keep it up?â
âI canât,â Michael said. âEventually someoneâs going to get the drop on me.â His dark blue eyes flared up for a moment as a streak of sunlight snuck in through the blinds. âIt wonât be easy for them, though.â We were quiet for a moment. âYou still havenât answered my question,â Michael said, breaking the silence. âWhy are you here?â
I couldnât think of a diplomatic way to do this. âI need your help,â I answered.
âMy help with what?â
âI need you to help me get my son back.â I swallowed hard, trying to fight the tears I felt in my eyes. âI need you to help me get Joeâs son back.â
âWhat goodâs that going to do?â Michael stood up and walked over to the window. He pulled back the shades with one hand and peeked outside.
âI want to save him. I want to take him away from the War.â
Michael smiled again. It was a sad smile. He shook his head. âYou canât save him from the War. The Warâs in his blood. He was born into it. Heâs a child of paranoia, just like I am, just like Joe was. No matter how hard you try, the War will find him.â
âI donât believe that,â I responded.
âBelieve what you want, little girl,â Michael said. âWhat you believe doesnât change the truth.â The words stung.
âYou realize that if we donât get him, Joeâs son is going to grow up on the other side.â
âI donât see how thatâs any of my business,â Michael said, but I could see something in his eyes. He cared. I saw it, if only for a second.
âHow is that not your business? If we donât find him, Joeâs son is going to grow up to be your enemy. Heâs going to grow up to be one of those kids that you sink in that lake.â
âOh, I donât think so, Maria,â Michael laughed. âIâll be long dead by the time your son starts fighting. Iâm sure of that.â
âHis name is Christopher,â I said, searching for words that Michael wouldnât have an answer for. âJoe died trying to keep him out of the War.â
âJoe was a dreamer,â Michael answered.
âFunny, thatâs what he said about you.â
âYeah, I was a dreamer too,â Michael replied. âNow Joeâs dead and Iâm not a dreamer anymore.â
âWait. I have something for you.â I walked over to the closet and reached up to the top shelf. I pulled down your fatherâs journal. I hadnât planned on giving the journal to Michael. The idea just came to me. If I couldnât convince Michael to help you, maybe your father could. I handed Michael the journal. The pages were worn where I had read them over and over again. âItâs Joeâs journal. I asked Joe to write it.â I crammed the crumpled pages that Iâd written about the day they stole you into the back of the journal. Michael deserved to know how his friend had died.
Michael held the journal in his hands. He looked down at it, unsure if he actually wanted it. He reached up and rubbed the stubble on his cheeks. âAm I in it?â he asked, his voice weak.
âItâs how I found you,â I told him.
âCan I take this?â Michael asked, lifting the journal in one hand. He was leaving. I couldnât make him stay. I could only try to make him come back.
âOnly if you promise to return