down and begun to think having a friend was possible. Sheâd become much more.
CHAPTER 3
FIVE YEARS AGOâMEETING MO
The November wind cut through my jeans. I was too cold to walk to the library so I dropped to the ground and leaned against the dumpster behind the Animas View Motel.
Mom shouldnât have invited those people into our room. She promised she wouldnât, but that was yesterday. She changed her mind a lot and yet I still wanted to believe her.
âDoesnât it stink down there?â The girlâs voice carried above the wind. She sat on top of the cinder-block wall at the back edge of the motel parking lot. In hot-pink sweatpants and a purple down jacket, she looked like a Barbie doll on a ski trip.
âNah,â I called out. I hadnât been able to smell anything since the accident, but I didnât need to tell a stranger that.
Although the wall was at least six feet high, the short girl jumped down like the distance meant nothing, her blond ponytails flying behind her. I stood and brushed the gravel off my jeans.
âYou live in the motel?â she asked.
âWhatâs it to you?â
She shrugged. On tiptoes, she peered into the open dumpster. âYou lied. It does stink.â
âIâm not a liar.â
âDidnât mean it like that,â she said. âDonât be mad.â
I wondered what she wanted.
âWe see you out here a lot,â she said. âBut you donât go to school.â
âWhoâs âweâ?â I stuck my hands in my jacket and stepped from side to side to stay warm. She must be freezing in those girlie sweatpants.
âMe and my neighbor, Brittany. She says youâre white trash and Iâm stupid for talking to you.â
âThen why are you?â
âShe canât tell me who to be friends with.â
Friends? The girl acted like she already knew me.
âYou always have a book, but not today,â she said. âI love reading too.â
âItâs too cold to hold a book. You spy on everybody?â
I jumped back when she laughed. She sounded like a donkey, and I couldnât believe such a big noise came out of such a small girl.
âI havenât been spying. I live on the other side of the wall and a few blocks over. I just notice things.â
âLike?â
âLike your face.â
I pulled my hair down over the scar. For those few minutes Iâd forgotten about it.
âYou donât have to hide it. Were you in an accident?â
I nodded. âThree years ago. In Albuquerque.â
I wasnât supposed to tell anyone where weâd come from, and now Iâd told this weird girl whoâd been spying on us.
âThatâs too bad,â she said. âBy the way, my name is Mo.â
I was shocked she didnât ask any more questions about the accident.
âMoâs a boyâs name,â I said.
âShort for Maureen. Itâs an old lady name, but my mom said I should like it because itâs my grandmotherâs name. Whatâs yours?â
âArlie,â I said, giving away a second secret I shouldnât have.
âThatâs a nickname. Whatâs your real name?â
âArlene.â
âThatâs an old lady name too. What are the chances?â She gave another donkey laugh.
âYou know, I could bring you the homework assignments I get at school,â Mo said. âThen if you ever go back, you wonât be behind. How old are you?â
âIâm eleven,â I said. âToday.â
Iâd tried to wake up Mom this morning, to remind her she promised weâd go to the movies to celebrate. She rolled over and said I was wrong, that my birthday was next month.
âOh, happy birthday!â Mo squealed this time instead of making the donkey noise. âThen weâre both in the sixth grade.â
I took her word for it.
âWhat are you doing to