I didnât understand half of it but she is a loyal friend. When Dora DuFran was all but dead Mrs. Elkshoulders come all the way to Miles City with her ointments and herbs and Dora pulled through, without Mrs. Elk as I call her, Dora would be gone.
The ointment smelled like grizzly grease to me, it was rank, the only thing that smells worse than buffalo hunters is grizzly grease. I have always been scared of bears, anyone with good sense is,that donât include Blue, one of the best stories about Blue is him roping the grizzly. It was a young one, I guess Blue thought he could handle it, thereâs no one as cocky as Blue, he thinks he can handle anything but he couldnât handle that yearling grizzly. The bear turned around and killed his horseâBlue had to scamper out of there on foot or the bear would have killed him too. Later Blue went back hoping to find his saddle, he had had the saddle since his Texas days and hated to lose it, but he lost it, the saddle was never seen again. It taught Blue not to rope bears, it may be the one thing he has ever learned in his life, Blue is deadly stubborn.
But now the grizzlies have about left the plains, the plains are too busy now, too many soldiers are running around who like to think theyâre bear hunters, theyâre fools, itâs no sure thing hunting bear.
Last night I dreamed of you Janey, I often do. Itâs sad that a mother only gets to see her little girl in dreams, but as Dora would say itâs better than nothing. You had won a prize at school for doing your letters graceful. I hope you will develop a good handwriting Janey, not a scrawl like mine. I was proud while the dream lasted, itâs a comfort to have a daughter whoâs good in school or can even go to one, I never did. But then I woke up crying, I cried all morning, itâs another reason for the slow start.
Dora DuFran hates it when I cry, she says will you dry up? She knows if I donât sheâll start crying too and the two of us will bawl like babies half the day, Dora about her sorrows and me about mine. Hers are mostly the result of being in love with Blue, I canât see that they compare with mineâlove a skunk and youâre sure to get skunked. But thatâs my point of view, Iâm sure Doraâs is the opposite. The other day she told me she was thinking of moving to Deadwood, maybe she thinks Blue will let her alone if sheâs living in the hills. He wonâtâhill or plain means nothing to Blue, heâll want his little visits wherever Dora is. She asked me if Iâd come with herâweâll always be a pair, she said.
Dora and I will always be a pair, I wonât desert her, but life inDeadwood might be too painful, itâs where Wild Bill is buried. Heâs in Mount Moriah cemetery, on Jerusalem Street. I have paid him many visits thereâI visit him just as Blue visits Dora, except Blueâs alive and Doraâs aliveâI guess they find some love amid their troubles. Blue being married elsewhere donât mean heâs lost his passion for Dora.
But itâs just a grave Iâm visiting on Mount Moriah, Wild Billâs grave, heâs been in it twelve yearsâyou were already safe with your Daddy Jack when the coward McCall shot your father. I was not about to subject my precious daughter to these rough mining camps.
I think itâs a mistake for Dora to move, the climate is healthier in Miles City, but Doraâs restlessâsheâs always restless, I expect sheâll move anyway and take along Fred the parrot. Maybe Fred will learn some new words over in Deadwood, but what will I learn new? Itâs painful when your true love dies, thatâs all Iâll learn in Deadwood, and I already know it.
They say Deadwood is civilized now and even has a mayor, I asked who and someone said Potato Creek Johnny, ha! I had to laugh. I knew Johnny down at Fort Fetterman when he was breaking