frame and the other held a cream enamel mug. His face was grey and his shoes held no laces.
âOn the bloody river where they always do and they belong.â He spat again.
âYou shut your mouth Fenton,â Sissy turned to the man who lived now with the Old Granny. âMind your own bloody business. Has he been hitting you Mum? By the Jesus Harry, if you lay a finger on her youâll cop it. Now piss off!â
The kids all stood with mouths full of fingers and hearts full of fear and their eyes on Harry.
Chris edged closer to his mother but she continued tolook at Harry and he felt deserted and in danger. His motherâs face was ugly with anger.
âCome on Sis, donât start anything.â Roseâs voice was quiet and private.
âYeh, alright. But if he hits you Mum you tell me, alright? Iâll fix himâIâll fix him good and proper.â Her words floated through the empty door. âMiserable bastard!â she shouted at the space.
The old lady looked at her daughter. She cackled. âHarryâhe wonât murder me, not that one.â She grinned toothlessly and everyone traipsed into the dark interior of her house where Paula made strong milky tea.
Sugary biscuits were in a paper bag on the table.
âClarrieâs miles away Mum. Why do you think heâs got something to do with them fires last night?â Roseâs glass cup shook in her hand.
The old woman slurped her tea. ââe says they pinched his grog donât âe? Couldâve done.â
Rose said, âThey might have done, but Clarrie wouldnât do thatânot that.â
The Old Granny looked at her daughtersâ faces. Paulaâs dark and heavy, the other two like maltvinegar. The delicate blondness of her grandchilden. Not hers really, now that everything was changing. Her world was ended. Only Paula looked like family. And somehow Clarrie was to blame. More than Jack. He was a very visible threat to her world. With his red car and Rose stuck up front with those little blond kids in the back seat. You could go a long way in a car like that. You could drive off in a car like that and never be seen again.
âHeâs got the car hasnât he?â
Rose had to think.
âLook, do you think he left the car up near the bridge, crept down by the river and poured kero or some bloody thing all over the place and then just shot through?â
Bitterly Sissy laughed. âI donât trust him. I donât trust anyoneâ
The old woman her mother, said, âTrust your own.â
Rose was angry. âClarrieâs not a bloody murderer. Jesus, whatâs everyone saying?â
âNobody dead is they?â The Old Granny sounded strangely defensive. âI ainât talkinâ âbout that. Iâm talkinâ âbout us. Clarrie donât âlong âere. We all âlong together. But no more. Anyway it all over now. It all over.â
Her grey hair fell about her face and her fingers were limp beside her yellowed petticoat. She stood by the back door and near her bare feet a dog rested on the floor.
This was years before the pink clay bricks supporting the old shack lay scattered and half buried in small mounds of earth and the man would scrape with a stick through waist high paspalum, disturbing lizards and wary of snakes as he searched to remember.
It was many years before the red and black and yellow flag was raised in that town across the flats and the people saw again with a new vision the kangaroo and lizard and spoke of the Old Granny as Girlie, who once lived with her mob by the river. All so long ago but all so recent. One world forever ending but who is to know how far from the beginning is the ever-present now where still live the great goannas and lightning lizards and black bull ants?
Only Paulaâs heart was at peace on that day when the river flowed behind the standing house and Willy wagtails flitted