first time in years.
âYouâre very obnoxious, you know,â she said finally.
âObnoxious and persistent. Now, when am I going to see you again?â
She heard herself saying, âI donât know. My schedule is very busy this week.â
âWhat about right now?â
âNo, I have a guest coming for late tea, and Iâm going to a concert tonight.â
âTomorrow then.â
âAll right,â she said abruptly. âTomorrow.â
They agreed to meet at the Park Square entrance to Regentâs Park at three. Catharine replaced the receiver. She felt as if sheâd cut a link to something strong and vital, but she could feel the softness in her face. Tomorrow. Thursday. She would see him then.
But slowly, happiness faded, replaced by a gnawing realism. If she met him, wouldnât it make it that much harder, ultimately, to say good-bye? What would happen to them? He had laughed and she had shared his laughter, but didnât she know in her heart exactly what he wantedâand she, too?
Jack wouldnât settle for friendship. She didnât need to be told that. If she met him, didnât she know in her heart, especially in her heart, where that road would lead?
Of course, she did.
Catharine walked slowly across the drawing room to stand by the back windows and look out at the neat garden, given over now that it was wartime to tomato plants, rows of lettuces and radishes, and a few stalks of corn.
If she met Jack tomorrow, there would be other tomorrows.
The front door chimes rang softly.
Catharine closed her eyes briefly and when they opened, her face was set in a pleasant smile. She turned to greet the young woman brought by Fontaine to the drawing room.
âMiss Redmond, Mrs. Cavanaugh.â
Catharine walked across the room, her hand extended. âPriscilla, Iâm so glad you could come.â
Sheâd met Priscilla in War Relief work. Priscilla was unmarried, a devoted daughter to an invalid and widowed mother. She took what free time she had and devoted it to raising funds for those widowed and orphaned by the war. Her rather dowdy gray skirt and high-necked silk blouse reflected both modest circumstances and gentility.
Priscilla smiled shyly. Juggling a notebook and a sheaf of papers, she reached out to take Catharineâs hand. Her pale cheeks carried an unaccustomed flush of excitement.
âIâm going to be able to go to America for the Society, Catharine. Motherâs going to stay with my oldest brother and his wife in Surrey. Oh, I am so looking forward to going.â She walked with Catharine toward the fire. âAnd I certainly appreciate your willingness to help me with introductions. This will be my first time in the New World.â
âIâm delighted to be of help,â Catharine said warmly. She led the way to two Empire chairs near the fireplace. âWould you like a cup of tea?â
âVery much.â
Catharine nodded to Fontaine. She and Priscilla chatted stiffly until the tea came. Catharine poured the tea into delicate Spode cups and offered sugar and cream.
âWhere in the world did you come up with Darjeeling tea now?â Priscilla asked.
âSomehow Fontaine has a store of it. I hesitate to ask how it was acquired.â
They both laughed.
They bent over Priscillaâs papers and she eagerly described the tour she was planning in America to raise money for the War Relief Fund.
âThe first stop will be in New York City, of course. Iâm very excited.â
Catharine nodded. âIâll send a letter to my brother, Ted. Heâs a lawyer there. I know he and Betty will help set up some meetings.â
Priscilla listed the other stops, ending in Washington, D.C. She looked up shyly at Catharine. âSome of the board members think I might raise as much as ten thousand pounds.â
âOh, yes, I should think so,â Catharine agreed. âPerhaps even more.