We never once relived what had happened in that store, and I didnât ask my friend how it felt to kill a man. I figured it was probably the same for him as it was for me: something that we couldnât talk about because neither of us knew where to start. At first we spent a lot of the time not saying very much at all, just hanging out together, but as each day passed we found our tongues again. When our money ran short we even went back to the store. Whatâs more, Galán began to pay us the extra we had wanted for every carton of cigarettes delivered. He even trusted us with unmarked packages and packets, and stopped shooing us away whenever the phone rang. A few weeks later, it became clear that he had spoken highly of us both. For thatâs how
El Fantasma
came into our lives.
I had never heard of the man when Alberto mentioned his name. Even so, it was clear by his gift to my friend that he had influence and power.
âWhat do you think of me now, eh?â Alberto was standing square to me on the roof, as if preparing for a showdown. âIsnât she something?â
âItâs a gun,â I stated, half laughing.â It isnât real though, is it?â
Alberto stood down, invited me over for a closer look. It was black, silver and stubby. A semi-automatic, I knew that much. I had seen gang members make it obvious when they were carrying, and on instinct I always stayed clear. I was never scared, just cautious, but now here I was up on the roof with my very best friend. I just couldnât keep my distance from him, even with this weapon between us.
âTake a look at her,â he said, again like it was a girl, and showed me the magazine. I got a glimpse of the bullets racked up inside before he slammed it back into the grip. He seemed very confident, as if someone had shown him how to handle himself. âSheâs a Smith and Wesson,â he told me. âA real beauty.â I watched him weigh the pistol in his palm, wondering where this woman talk had come from. Then his fingers curled around the grip and trigger, and I found myself directly in his line of sight. âOn your knees, now.â
I looked up smartly, grinning because Albertoâs voice had cracked when he said this, and a cry died in my throat. He was pointing the gun right at me, not finding this funny at all. His eyes narrowed into slits, only to finish it as suddenly as it had started by cocking his elbow so the gun was out of my face. I breathed out and thought I would never stop.
âJesus, Sonny.â Alberto melted into a loopy grin. âYou just messed your pants!â
âNo, I did not!â My knees felt like curls of butter, but I also felt stung and that kept me on my feet. Alberto was my friend and friends did
not
pull stunts like this. âWhatâs going on, brother? Where did you get the money for a goddamn gun?â
âDidnât cost me a single peso.â He reached for his back pocket now, pulled out five ten-dollar bills. âThis guy paid me to look after it for him.â
âIn dollars? No way!â I was beginning to get that sick feeling in the pit of my guts once more. American currency wasnât supposed to be good here. You couldnât spend it in the shopping malls, but then it bought you a lot on the streets. Everyone knew how it had come into the country, of course, which is why it was also worth a great deal in respect. âCome on,â I pressed him again. âWhat fool was dumb enough to tool you up?â
Alberto gestured over the edge of the building, to the store on the opposite side of the street. We were supposed to work as a team for Galán. I had never been in there alone, and when I thought about what he meant I felt a bit betrayed.
âOur infamous
contrabandista
called me over this morning,â he explained. âSaid an associate would be visiting him in the hour who wanted to talk to meâ
âAnd give you