this?â
She blinked, lowered her chin, said nothing.
âI hope not,â Fuller told her. âBecause we deal harshly with employees who canât stomach the work we do here, Miss Garner. Very harshly.â
âI understand,â she said, meeting his gaze once more. And she knew when she looked into those chilling eyes, that she did. She understood perfectly. If she tried to get out, tried to walk awayâ¦she would die. Or disappear, just like pretty young Tamara had done so long ago. And no one would ever be the wiser.
Fuller dismissed them, and one by one they filed out of his office. He stopped her at the door and nodded back at the notepad sheâd left on the table. âHave those notes typed up and ready for me within the hour,â he barked, and then he pushed past her into the corridor with the others.
Hilary only nodded and watched him go.
âAre you feeling all right, dear?â
She brought her head up fast, and searched Rose Sverskyâs aging face as she gathered file folders from the table. They were alone in Fullerâs office, and against her better judgment, Hilary closed the door.
âRoseâ¦how can you be a part of something like this?â
Rose frowned, scanning a sheet before closing a folder and adding it to her stack. âSomething like what? Itâs research. Itâs necessary.â
âItâs more than that.â
Rose looked at her then, really looked at her. She pulled her glasses lower on her nose, tilted her head back and seemed to search Hilaryâs face.
Hilary moved forward, as if by being closer she could reach the woman. âThis place is a prison. Do you know they have prisoners in the sublevels? Locked up in cells like animals?â
âOf course I know, dear. Iâm the head researcher.â
She could have slapped Hilary and shocked her less. âYou know?â Rose nodded. God, Hilary thought, sheâd probably known all along. Hilary had found out only recently, and sheâd stupidly assumed the kind-looking old woman would be as appalled and horrified by the news as she had been. âBut, Roseâ¦â
âBut nothing. Weâre not talking genocide here. These are animals, not human beings. They feed on human beings. For heavenâs sakes, itâs them or us. Surely you can see that.â
Hilary took a backward step, the wind knocked out of her. âButâ¦but what they want to do! A baby, for the love of Christ! And what will happen to it if they succeed?â
âNot a baby. A pup. A young animal, no different from the rest.â She slipped her glasses back to their former position, and sighed. âIt would be the most incredible research opportunity weâve ever had.â
Hilary swallowed the bile that rose in her throat. This was the stuff of nightmares, and she was going to throw up. Was this sweet little old lady actually getting wistful about the chance to carve up a child? Her hands were damp with sweat and shaking, and she felt dizzy as a sense of unreality washed over her. Her knees tried to buckle. She braced a hand on the table to keep from falling down.
âHilary,â Rose began, taking a step forward, narrowing her eyes. âYou do understand why this is necessary, donât you? Because, if you donâtââ her face softened with a blatantly false smile and equally phony concern clouding her eyes ââI can arrange to have you taken off this case. Perhaps you werenât quite ready for this promotion. Not everyone can handle the research we do here, and DPI is quite aware of that.â
Her voice had changed. Become sugary. And there was a dark suspicion behind that fake concern in her eyes.
Of course DPI is aware of it. And the ones who canât stomach the work here disappear without a trace.
Hilary swallowed hard, shook her head. âNo, I think I understand it better now. Youâre right. Itâs necessary.