us: “Take this outside, children!” We rushed through Idyllville forest. We chased deer and coyotes. We scaled Suicide Rock. We swan dived into the green canopy. I was breathing hard through my nostrils like a bull. I felt like an animal. It felt good.
I wished Wyn wasn’t with us. I wanted to be alone with Theo. But the three of us stopped our chase in Idyllville and we walked through the village square. It was thronged with villagers and tourists. I saw peers from the academy. They didn’t recognize Theo. Or me. Wyn wasn’t surprised. “ You’ve changed much in the last two weeks,” he told us.
Wyn insisted that I drink blood. He made a game of it. He challenged each of us to use our abilities to pick out of the crowd the finest blood. Theo picked out a student from the Academy. A freshman ginger named Sebastian. I’d heard of him. Supposedly he was a polymath. He could dance, paint, sing, and play at least a dozen instruments. He had an astounding IQ. Theo had already considered drinking his blood. Now he whispered in my ear. “The ginger boy would be perfect for you. His Blood Memories would enhance your own giftedness.” I didn’t want Sebastian’s blood. I wanted more of Theo’s. I thought I needed him. Besides, the idea of drinking someone else’s blood bothered me. Having someone else inside me didn’t feel right. My tongue deep inside Theo’s neck was a good feeling. His blood in me was a better feeling. I wanted to be entangled with him again.
Wyn agreed with Theo. They insisted I should drink the ginger boy’s blood. They let me hunt him by myself. I tailed the ginger boy for some time. He led me through Idyllville, through the tortuous neighborhoods, to Hatter’s Café. He grouped with a few other Academy students. He mounted a drum set. The other students strapped on their instruments. Together they played a fusion of baroque and jazz. I admit: It was fascinating. I listened to them play. I watched the ginger boy. He would have filled me that day. My body was starving. My mind felt famished. My heart was ravenous. Mine was a psychosomatic starvation for something more in my life.
But then I saw someone else, an ordinary man, in his mid-50s it seemed. He was walking along the street that passed Hatter’s Cafe, up the mountain, away from the village square, toward quaint B&Bs and small shops. I’d seen this man before. He owned and operated a used bookshop. That’s where he was going. I left the cafe and followed him. The man was gangly with thick glasses and crooked teeth. His sandy hair was always mussed. He was like the used books he resold: Worn on the outside, a treasure on the inside.
The ginger boy carried himself like one who owned the world. But this aging man carried himself like one who owned nothing, yet seemed to have everything. It was attractive. I hungered to carry myself like him. I thirsted to be that carefree.
His bookshop had once been a small studio apartment. Now books were stacked from floor to ceiling. There were more books than bookcases. Books were piled everywhere, on tables and under chairs, in stacks and in piles. There was little order. Hemingway occupied a few shelves. Stephen King had some stacks. Agatha Christie lay in piles beside Isaac Asimov and Charles Dickens and R. L. Stine. The whole place was perfumed with the wonderful scent of book pages over a decade old. I love that smell.
The man’s name was Joe – just Joe – what a great name – simple, honest. Joe wasn’t a bookseller. His used book business was a front. He ran it because he liked meeting people. Tourists came from all over Southern California to visit Idyllville. Joe liked meeting them, talking with them, asking about their lives. Joe’s livelihood surprised me. He was the village garbage man. Every day he hauled away villagers’ garbage. He