what he was after Stamp had made him face it.
A vampire. A monster whoâd never stop wondering if there was more to him than just hunger.
As Mariahâs boot steps echoed against the walls and twined through him, he braced himself, his baser instincts urging him to turn around and grab her so he could bury his face against her skin. It happened all the time when she was around, his fangs prodding his gums, his gaze going a deep red. But now, with how heâd tried to give her the peace, with him being inside her mind . . . ?
Gabriel fisted his hands and fought his urges.
He even won himself back a bit, until she came to within about ten feet of him. Tremors lined his veins as he felt that link heâd forged with her when theyâd lain together and sheâd shown him that maybe he wasnât all monster, that maybe he still did have it in him to be human.
If he was the very definition of what everyone thought a monster was, itâd be much easier to turn his back on her right now.
Her voice flooded him. âDid you hear me and Chaplin talking out there?â
âDoes it matter?â Her earthy scent was crazing him, but he told himself she was toxic.
That helped, and he finally turned around to see her standing in the midst of the solar-battery lights edging the tunnel.
Something like emotion tumbled through Gabriel as her body rhythms pulled at him. She was so young, only twenty-three in human years, yet only a few years old as a newer, uncontrolled were-creature. She looked innocent, like what people wouldâve called a waif, with her red hair sawed to her jaw by a knife, her wide, apologetic green eyes. But, then again, she stood like an outlaw, her slim, tall body stiff, her arms at her sides, her hands hovering near the holsters covering her torn, laced-up trousers. Her baggy white shirt was ripped at the shoulders, tooâevidence of the latest change thatâd almost consumed her.
Her heartbeat played like confused music, and that was what got him the most. Heâd heard the same haunting tune in Abby before sheâd left him in the hubs, disappearing one night. Heâd gone off in search of her, never knowing what she was. He hadnât even known about Mariah or the rest of the community, either, seeing as were-creatures had their powers only when they underwent the change.
They hid themselves so well.
Obviously sensing his desire to get away from her, Mariah lowered her gaze, and it struck Gabriel hard, because though he despised what sheâd done, she practically cried out to be saved.
He almost laughed at that. Mariah, a vicious werewolf in need of rescue.
He made himself talk to her. âAre you so at the end of your rope that youâre willing to pin your hopes on rumors of a cure out there?â
âI said as much.â
âThen you wonât mind my adding that pursuing a false dream is an epically terrible idea.â
âAt least itâd take me away from the community.â
Gabriel allowed himself a chopping laugh. âThatâs Pucci talking. Heâd like nothing more than to get you away from here, but did you hear him when he said that if Stamp caught you, youâd be a liability?â
âIâd never reveal where weâre hiding now.â
âNot easily.â Heâd give her that. If anything, Mariah was loyal. Sheâd lied to him, as well as many others, but sheâd done it out of protective instinct for herself and her community. She was a first-rate deceiver, yet he doubted thatâd be enough to bolster her if Stamp ever got hold of her.
âAll I want,â she said, her tone strangled, âis to keep us safe, Gabriel. If that means I have to chase some wild dream, Iâd consider it.â
âSupposed cures arenât any kind of answer.â He decided to push his point, then leave. âWhen I was made a vampire, I was converted by a crusader who turned people because she