he performed a plaintive and beautiful tune.
She looked up at the sky. Clouds still rode heavy over the moon, like a red curtain in the air.
She studied Susan. The woman was soft spoken. Elegant. Not at all what she had expected. Her pencil moved over the paper. She drew the lines first, then filled in the shades and shadows. Finally she added background, the greenery around the Square, the sidewalk, the tent, the statue of Andrew Jackson rising far behind Susanâs back.
âUgh! What does that mean?â Heidi asked, drawing Laurenâs attention to the table, where Heidi had turned up a card with a skeleton.
âItâsâ¦death, isnât it?â Heidi asked.
Susan shook her head. âIt often signifies change, an ending so that there can be a new beginning. You are about to end your single life. You will start into a new life.â
âWhew,â Heidi murmured. Though she spoke lightly, Lauren thought she was seriously relieved, and she felt a new wave of discomfort.
âWhatâs that?â Deanna asked, pointing to another card.
âLove.â Susan looked at Heidi. âYou can rest assured in thisâyour fiancé loves you very much. You are all he has ever wanted, all he could ever need in life.â
âOh,â Heidi breathed happily. âDitto.â
âYes, I can see,â Susan murmured.
âWill the wedding go off without a hitch?â Heidi asked.
âNo wedding goes off without a hitch,â Susan said dryly as she scooped up the cards, patting them back into a neat pile. âBut you are deeply loved, and you love deeply in return.â
âThank you.â Heidi rose and looked at Lauren with an expression on her face that plainly said, See? Nothing to be afraid of.
Lauren smiled back weakly, wondering if Heidi had really been listening. Susan hadnât said anything specific about Heidiâs wedding at allâshe had just generalized about weddings. And she had said the skeleton card often indicated a change.
Then again, Lauren told herself, maybe she was the one hearing words that werenât being said.
âOn to the palm,â Deanna said. She and Heidi changed seats. As Deanna started to sit down, she glanced at Laurenâs drawing and frowned.
âWhat is it?â Lauren asked.
âUh, nothing, I guess. Itâs a great drawing. Itâs just thatâ¦well, you made the skeleton card the focus of it.â
âI did not!â Lauren protested and looked down at the sketch. It was one of her best, she thought. Sheâd captured not just a two-dimensional image but given it great depth. Sheâd found the strange and arresting beauty that was Susanâs. Sheâd caught the atmosphere of the Square. You could look at the drawing and almost hear music.
And yetâ¦
Deanna was right. Somehow she had detailed the tarot card down to the finest line so that it unerringly drew the viewerâs eye and became the focus of the picture.
âDonât draw me,â Deanna whispered to her.
âOkay,â Lauren assured her quietly in return.
Susan was watching them both. Deanna noticed and gave her a rueful smile. âLauren was engaged once.â
âAnd her young man died,â Susan said. Wow, damned good guess,
Lauren thought irritably. Though it was a fifty-fifty shot. Either theyâd broken up or he had died. She knew that she was just one of many young women of her day. Sheâd fallen in love with a soldier. Heâd gone to war. Theyâd emailed for six months, and then sheâd stopped receiving replies.
Until the army lieutenant had come to her house.
Sheâd gone through it all. The devastation, the anger. And the healing. She didnât feel that she had any terrible psychological hang-ups. She just wasnât actively looking to find love again. But if the right person came alongâ¦
Would she be ready?
She really didnât know.
âIâm so