Blood on the Tongue (Ben Cooper & Diane Fry) Read Online Free Page A
Author: Stephen Booth
sizzle of static. There was news on – leading with a report on the effects of the bad weather across the country. Shots of children sledging and making snowmen were interspersed with clips showing lines of stranded cars, airport lounges packed with frustrated holidaymakers, railway travellers staring morosely at information boards, and snowploughs piling up snow twelve feet high by the side of a road in Scotland.
'Where's Dad?' asked Peter.
'He's with his photographs again,' she said.
'It's been a bad night, Grace. We had two young men brought in who'd taken a terrible beating with baseball bats.'
'I'm sorry.'
They sat for a few moments in silence. Grace could tell from the angle of her husband's head that he wasn't taking in the news on the TV any more than she was herself. She waited, aware of the power of silence, calming her breathing until she could hear the ticking of the radiators and the sound of a car engine on the crescent. There was a faint rustling of feathers from the far corner, where their blue and green parrot stirred in its cage, perhaps sensing the atmosphere in the room. It turned a black eye on the couple, then snapped at its bars with a sudden, angry click of its beak.
'If you must know,' said Peter, 'I think he's gone back.'
Grace felt her shoulders go rigid. 'Gone back where?' she said, though she knew perfectly well what he meant.
'Where do you think? To London.'
'To her ?'
'Yes, to his wife. She has a name.'
'Andrew said she's in America, at a cousin's funeral.' Grace slapped one of her knees as if it had offended her by its inactivity. 'I've tried to phone him again, Peter. He's not answering.'
'We'll just have to wait until we hear from him, Grace. What else can we do?'
Grace manoeuvred alongside one of the armchairs, feeling the wheels slip into well-used grooves in the pile of the carpet. Peter made no move to help her, and he didn't even look to see how she was coping. She was glad he didn't do that any more. Once, she'd lost her temper at his clumsiness and had pushed him roughly away. He had said nothing, but she knew he had been shocked and hurt by her violence. Her legs might be useless, but her hands and wrists were strong.
'It doesn't make any sense,' she said. 'Why should he arrive out of the blue like that and then disappear again so suddenly, without a word?'
'There are a lot of things Andrew never got round to telling us about his life.'
'In a day? He didn't have time. A day isn't enough to make up for five missing years.'
'Grace, he has an entirely separate life of his own. You can't dwell on the past for ever.'
She'd heard this too often. It had become his mantra, as if it might become true if he repeated it often enough. Grace knew it wasn't true. If you had no present and no future, where was there to live but the past?
'But he's our son,' she said. 'My baby.'
'I know, I know.'
Grace knew she was reaching him. She lowered her voice to a whisper. 'My dear Piotr …'
But she heard Peter sigh and watched him finger a button on the remote. A weather forecast was on the other channel. An attractive young woman stood in front of a map scattered with fluffy white clouds that seemed to be dropping white blobs all over northern England. In a moment, Grace would have to go back to the kitchen to make her husband a pot of tea, or his routine would be upset and he'd sulk for the rest of the day.
'There's a lot more snow on the way,' he said.
The moment had passed. Grace lifted her hands to her face and sniffed the faint coating of oil on her fingers. The oil and the dark smudges on her hands were the constant signs of her reliance on machinery, of her enforced seclusion from the rest of humanity. She was a great believer in turning your disadvantages into something positive. But sometimes the positive was hard to find.
'Oh, wonderful,' she said. 'That's just what we want. More snow. More excuses for not finding him. Everyone will say they're too busy with other
'Where's Dad?' asked Peter.
'He's with his photographs again,' she said.
'It's been a bad night, Grace. We had two young men brought in who'd taken a terrible beating with baseball bats.'
'I'm sorry.'
They sat for a few moments in silence. Grace could tell from the angle of her husband's head that he wasn't taking in the news on the TV any more than she was herself. She waited, aware of the power of silence, calming her breathing until she could hear the ticking of the radiators and the sound of a car engine on the crescent. There was a faint rustling of feathers from the far corner, where their blue and green parrot stirred in its cage, perhaps sensing the atmosphere in the room. It turned a black eye on the couple, then snapped at its bars with a sudden, angry click of its beak.
'If you must know,' said Peter, 'I think he's gone back.'
Grace felt her shoulders go rigid. 'Gone back where?' she said, though she knew perfectly well what he meant.
'Where do you think? To London.'
'To her ?'
'Yes, to his wife. She has a name.'
'Andrew said she's in America, at a cousin's funeral.' Grace slapped one of her knees as if it had offended her by its inactivity. 'I've tried to phone him again, Peter. He's not answering.'
'We'll just have to wait until we hear from him, Grace. What else can we do?'
Grace manoeuvred alongside one of the armchairs, feeling the wheels slip into well-used grooves in the pile of the carpet. Peter made no move to help her, and he didn't even look to see how she was coping. She was glad he didn't do that any more. Once, she'd lost her temper at his clumsiness and had pushed him roughly away. He had said nothing, but she knew he had been shocked and hurt by her violence. Her legs might be useless, but her hands and wrists were strong.
'It doesn't make any sense,' she said. 'Why should he arrive out of the blue like that and then disappear again so suddenly, without a word?'
'There are a lot of things Andrew never got round to telling us about his life.'
'In a day? He didn't have time. A day isn't enough to make up for five missing years.'
'Grace, he has an entirely separate life of his own. You can't dwell on the past for ever.'
She'd heard this too often. It had become his mantra, as if it might become true if he repeated it often enough. Grace knew it wasn't true. If you had no present and no future, where was there to live but the past?
'But he's our son,' she said. 'My baby.'
'I know, I know.'
Grace knew she was reaching him. She lowered her voice to a whisper. 'My dear Piotr …'
But she heard Peter sigh and watched him finger a button on the remote. A weather forecast was on the other channel. An attractive young woman stood in front of a map scattered with fluffy white clouds that seemed to be dropping white blobs all over northern England. In a moment, Grace would have to go back to the kitchen to make her husband a pot of tea, or his routine would be upset and he'd sulk for the rest of the day.
'There's a lot more snow on the way,' he said.
The moment had passed. Grace lifted her hands to her face and sniffed the faint coating of oil on her fingers. The oil and the dark smudges on her hands were the constant signs of her reliance on machinery, of her enforced seclusion from the rest of humanity. She was a great believer in turning your disadvantages into something positive. But sometimes the positive was hard to find.
'Oh, wonderful,' she said. 'That's just what we want. More snow. More excuses for not finding him. Everyone will say they're too busy with other
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