an enormous amount of money.
So does coördinated violence.
Your job is to follow money to its source.
A powerful man whose associate has fled the premises after a false alarm is unlikely to be cheerful.
The reappearance of the vanished associate’s stranded beauty will likely startle him.
Astonishment is satisfying to witness on any face.
“Where the fuck did he go?” is remarkably easy to decipher, even in a language you don’t recognize.
A shrug is comprehensible to everyone.
An alpha beauty’s complete indifference to the consternation of her mate may mean that he’s easily moved to consternation.
It may also mean that he’s not her mate.
As a beauty, you will sometimes be expected to change hands.
Generally, you will pass from the hands of a less powerful man to those of a more powerful man.
Greater proximity to the source of money and control is progress.
Your job is identical regardless of whose hands you are in.
If your vulnerability and helplessness have drawn the interest of an enemy subject, accentuate them.
Scraped and dirty legs may accentuate your vulnerability to the point of disgust.
They might get you a hot shower, though.
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Homes of the violent rich have excellent first-aid cabinets.
If, after tending to your scrapes, you are shown to a bathing area with a stone-encrusted waterfall, assume you won’t be alone for long.
The fact that a man has ignored and then insulted you does not mean that he won’t want to fuck you.
Slim, powerful men often move with catlike swiftness.
Begin your countdown early—as he lowers himself into the tub.
By the time he seizes your arm, you should be at five.
By the time your forehead is jammed against a rock, you should perceive your body only vaguely, from above.
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If you feel, on returning to your body, that much time has passed, don’t dwell on how much.
If your limbs are sore and your forehead scraped and raw, don’t dwell on why.
When you emerge from a warm, churning bath where you’ve spent an indeterminate period of time, expect to feel shaky and weak.
Remind yourself that you are receiving no payment, in currency or kind, for this or any act you have engaged in.
These acts are forms of sacrifice.
An abundance of diaphanous bathrobes suggests that the occupants of this bathroom are often female.
A soiled and tattered white sundress can seem oddly precious when it’s all you have.
Keep with you the things that matter—you won’t come back for them later.
The stationing of a male attendant outside the bathroom means that you haven’t been forgotten.
If he shows you to a tiny room containing a very large bed, your utility to your new host may not have been exhausted.
A tray containing a meat pie, grapes, and a pitcher of water suggests that visits such as yours are routine.
At times, you may wish to avoid the moon.
At times, the moon may appear like a surveillance device, tracking your movements.
The ability to sleep in stressful conditions is essential to this work.
Sleep whenever you can safely do so.
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Your abrupt awakening may feel like a reaction to a sound.
In moments of extreme solitude, you may believe you’ve heard your name.
We reassure ourselves by summoning, in our dreams, those we love and miss.
Having awakened to find them absent, we may be left with a sense of having spoken with them.
Even the most secure houses achieve, in deep night, a state of relative unconsciousness.
A beauty in a diaphanous lavender bathrobe can go anywhere, as long as she appears to be delivering herself to someone.
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A universal principle of home construction makes it possible to guess which door will lead to the master bedroom.
Linen closets, with doors closed, can resemble master bedrooms.
So can bathrooms.
Bare feet are virtually soundless on a stone floor.
Even a slim, catlike man may snore.
When trespassing in a sleeping man’s bedroom, go straight to his bed, as if you were seeking him out.
An alpha