may be at Dabyr, itâs still just a comfy prison. What Iâm giving them is hopeâhope that they might survive another run-in with the demons. Hope that maybe one day they can walk out of these walls and have some kind of a real life. If that bothers you or anyone else here, then thatâs just too fucking bad. These kids need me, and Iâm not giving up on them just because a couple of parents are too scared to see reality.â
âIâm not saying you canât teach them. Just teach them not to break the skin. Stop leaving bruises and breaking bones.â
âThatâs the way I was taught. Are you saying that our Slayer ways arenât good enough for your precious humans?â
âThese kids arenât Slayers. Theyâre human. They donât heal as fast as you do. Theyâre easier to break.â
âThatâs why Iâve bargained with Logan to heal them.â
The idea of Lyka giving anything to a man that stunningly beautiful rubbed Joseph the wrong way. âWhat was the bargain?â he asked, his voice rougher than heâd intended.
âNone of your business.â
âEverything you do here is my business. Youâre my guest.â
âGuest? More like your prisoner.â
âYou agreed to stay of your own free will.â
âThatâs a bit of a stretch. My brother convinced me it was the only way our races would survive. We form an alliance. You keep me here as a prisoner to guarantee his good behavior, just like Carmen staying with him guarantees yours. If Iâd been even a little stronger and able to best my brother in combat, heâd be the one here and Iâd be out there, running our people, free and happy.â
The thought that she was unhappy here gave him pause and deflated the head of steam heâd built up. âYouâre not happy?â
âEverything I do is suspect. Iâm constantly being watched by your men. And when theyâre not around, there are so many damn cameras in this place, I feel like Iâm getting a colonoscopy just walking down the hallways.â
âAfter what happened with Connalââ
She held up her hand. âI know, I know. There was a traitor in your midst, and you donât want a replay. I get it. Just donât stand there looking like I kicked your puppy when I tell you that I donât want to be here. Itâs not my home. It never will be.â
âIâve tried to make it feel like home for you.â
âYouâve given me a beautiful suite, comfortable surroundings, all the food I can eat and something to do with my time. Iâm grateful for that. Really, I am. But those things mean nothing to a woman who has no choice but to stay behind these walls. Like it or not, Iâm your prisoner.â
âI donât want you to feel that way.â
âThen stop watching my every move. Back off and let me teach the kids my way. If you give me a chance, you might even like the results. The kids sure as hell do.â
He knew he was making a mistake the second he opened his mouth, but the desire to see her content was far stronger than he could fight. âIâm not making any promises, but Iâll talk to the children, the parents and your sponsor. Iâll let you know what I decide in a couple of days.â
âUntil then I can teach?â she asked, sounding hopeful.
âTeach? Yes. Allow them to shed blood? No.â
âYouâre just stringing me along, arenât you? Pretending to consider it when youâve already made up your mind.â
Joseph refused to budge. âTwo days, Lyka. Come to my office and Iâll give you my decision.â
âAnd expect me to obey like a good little girl?â
He took a step forward, watching her nearly trip over her own feet to back away from him. âThatâs exactly what I expect, kitten. Youâre honor bound to follow my rules for as long as