the first time, for both of them . . .
And then there was the shot, and Cracker had fallen, whinnying with pain, and there was Cathyâs father standing with a rifle in his hand, a look of hate on his face. âI missed,â was all he said. Cathy was sobbing hysterically, her hands shaking as she buttoned her blouse. She had offered no resistance when her father took her arm and led her to the car up on the road. And Jean had been left with Cracker, watching the blood pump out of the big vein on his neck, watching his eyes glaze over as death took him . . .
The terrified whinnying echoed again in Jeanâs head, and then she was back in Sheridan Square and she realized it wasnât an echo, it was real. A troop of police horses was advancing on the rioters, and there was Midge struggling to control Chopper, who had broken ranks, whinnying in fear.
Jean ran over and grabbed Chopperâs bridle. âMidge, what are you doing? Donât you see what this is doing to Chopper?â
âJean!â Midge gasped. âWhat are you doing here?â
âThis is where I live, Midge, these are my people. Donât tell me you havenât guessed that! What are you doing here?â
âIâm upholding the law,â Midge shot back. She took a deep breath. âJeanâI know itâs hard to understandââ
âWhat does Tilly think of you âupholding the lawâ?â Jean asked. Midge stiffened and Jean knew that her dig had hit home.
âTilly understands!â Midge shot back, âWhy canât you? Is all thisââshe gestured at the line of drag queens mocking the police with high kicksââworth risking jail for?â
âYes!â shouted Jean, just as one of the drag queens was torn from the line by a policeman with billy club raised.
Then a shout came from a retreating policeman in riot gear, âOâBrien! Get over here! Now!â
âLet go of my horse,â said Midge harshly.
âI wonât!â Jean cried. âStop trying to make Chopper into something he isnât, something he canât be! When will you learn? When will you ever learn?â
Just then, a rock flew from the crowd, hitting Chopper on his scarred legs. With a frightened whinny he reared, tossing Midge from the saddle. Jean tried to hang on, but the frantic horse was too much for her, and the next thing she knew the reins were yanked from her hands and she heard the distant sound of hoofbeats fading away down Christopher Street.
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A few nights later, Jean walked into the Colony and looked around. On the surface, everything seemed the sameâDorothy, Marcie, the sad-eyed girl at the barâbut somehow, everything had changed. Dorothy and Frankie were sitting with Marcie and a long-haired man folding leaflets. The sad-eyed girl at the bar didnât look so sad, and was in earnest discussion with a sharp-featured girl with black hair. The jukebox wasnât playing âSo Long,â but some new song about âRespect.â Only the drunk at the back table, her head lying in a pool of beer, looked like the old days.
The bartender waved Jean over. âCould you give me a hand with that drunk in the back? These people are going to hold a meeting here.â
âSure,â said Jean. She went to the back table and pulled the drunk into a sitting position, then started back in horror. âMidge!â she exclaimed.
Midgeâs head flopped forward. âTilly . . . Jean . . . Chopper . . . nobody understands liâl Midge,â she muttered thickly. âNâbody cares âbout my sacâfices . . . did thâ best I could . . .â She trailed off and collapsed on the table again.
âYou know her?â said the bartender. âThere someone we can call?â
âYes,â choked out Jean. âIâll take care of it.â She used the bar phone to call Tilly. âMidge is here at the