bitter taste in her mouth.
She tapped a fingertip on the stem of her glass. âRyder, donât pretend you donât know who I am.â
Even if her face hardly ever ran in the media nowadays, her name wouldnât slip past a man as savvy and intelligent as Ryder. Her father worked in a similar industry and her sister was in the glossy magazines most weeks. Her surname was hardly low profile.
His eyes held hers with intensity. âI know what family you come from. I know a little bit about your childhood, like most Americans. But youâre wrong. I donât know who you are.â Ryder stretched his legs to the side of the table. âBut Iâd like to.â
Macy expelled a long breath. This farce had gone on long enough. Sheâd thought she could play this gameâone date with the boss, but sheâd been wrong. Every moment this went on, she was getting in deeper into her own personal catch-22: she couldnât get involved with him and she couldnât rebuff his efforts to get involved. Either way sheâd possibly offend him and kiss her promotion goodbye. She had to say something now before she was completely out of her depth.
She flicked her hair over a shoulder and met his gaze.âRyder, I know I said Iâd meet you here tonight, but I have to tell you, Iâm uncomfortable about this.â
He straightened in his chair, frowning. âHave I done something to make you uncomfortable?â
Her stomach dipped. Now she had offended him. The man who would decide her promotion.
She held a palm out. âNo, thatâs the thingâyou donât have to do anything. Youâre my boss. You pay my wage and hold a potential promotion in your hands, so I canât relax.â
Ryder leaned closer. âI understand your concern. Iâve never done this kind of thing before, either.â His voice dipped. âHere and now, Iâm not your boss. Iâm just a man.â
Macy hesitated. She needed no reminder he was a man. Every feminine instinct she had screamed the fact. But he was her employer, too. âThatâs not possible. Youâre my boss whether you want to think about it right now or not. Itâs inescapable.â
He raised one brow. âWhat if we donât try to escape it? What if we try to build on it?â His eyes darkened in a depth of emotion that took her breath away. It transformed his features from rugged to something beautiful. She wanted to reach out and touch his lips, run her hands along his strong jaw. Sheâd never reacted with this intensity to a man before.
Her body screamed yes , but she didnât, couldnât, say the word.
Instead she gave herself an internal shake. Maybe it was time to go home. âI donât think this is working.â
Ryder inclined his head. âI agree. My understanding of a date includes some small talk about ourselves. If you donât want to talk about yourself, how about I talk a bit about me?â
Macy hesitated on the edge of her seat, half wanting to leave, half wanting to hear what heâd say. Like her, he was famous for not giving media interviews, and from the comment that one of his staff had made today about him being The Machine, she suspected it wasnât only the media he refused to be open with.
Apparently taking her silence as consent, Ryder took a sip of his martini, swallowed, then began. âI suspect you know I was born in Rhode Island and that I grew up there and in New York City.â
She nodded, settling back into her seat now heâd made the decision for her about staying. Sheâd also heard about the open secret of his half brothersâwould he go as far as mentioning them? From what she knew of him, it wasnât likely.
âAlthough my parents were married, my father was absent, so I was raised by my mother.â A flash of a frown creased his foreheadâtoo quick for her to be completely sure sheâd seen it. But