donât even do that, wretch.â Out of the dark came her hard knuckles, sinking into his belly, laced with fury and disgust.
âIâmâ¦soâ¦sorry, Grâ,â he sobbed.
Grandma threw the paper at him. âNot yet, but you will be. I bet you fornicate to those smut magazines as well. You probably do. Is that why you touch yourself? Because of that filth? Hiding them right under my nose, thinking I'll never find them.â She searched but found nothing.
Arson cowered underneath her shadow. So weak, rejected, ashamed, especially to the one who claimed to love him most.
âYou ruined my paper. You know how I feel about my newspaper.â
âIâm sââ
âDonât interrupt me, pig.â She fixed her glasses, scanned the room, and disappeared momentarily. With a towel in her hand, Grandma returned to find Arson on his knees.
âClean yourself up,â she demanded and threw him a rag. âYouâll have to think about what you did.â Grandma left the room and shut the door. Arson could hear the key sliding into place and then twisting enough to lock him inside. Every click and turn sounded like mad voices, telling him of the punishment and separation to come. âYouâre just like your daddy,â he heard her whisper behind the door.
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Chapter 5
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THE DOOR WAS STILL locked when Arson woke up. Nervously, his hands shook and began to sweat. Hard to believe it had been two days. Hunger warned his body of its need to eat. It would be so easy , Arson pondered, to melt the handle . Burn everything, not just the room that held him prisoner, but the whole damned house.
âAre you awake, love?â Grandma asked.
At first Arson didnât know what to say. In fact, he didnât want to say anything. He wasnât awake or asleep, alive or dead. He was just thereâcaptive, angry, dismayed. But still he answered, âI am now, Grandma.â
âGood. I hope you thought about what youâve done, pig,â she seethed in a raspy voice.
âYeah, Grandma, I have.â
âYou sure? âCause I wonât be having any more of that wicked behavior in this house, young man, not the house your granddaddy built.â
âI built it too,â he mumbled.
âNot after what youâve done to make us move all the way out here in the middle of nowhere.â
His heart sank at her comments. The acid from his belly rose, burning the back of his throat, a pain he was accustomed to. âI know, Grandma. Iâm sorry for what I did.â Arson shut his eyes. Being separated from her felt strangely sick.
âI wish I could erase you,â she said.
Slowly, the door cracked open. The unsettling whine of the splintered wood and rusted hinges scratched his eardrums as it let her in. Her face peered out from the darkness. Squinting, he stood defensively, chilled by her stare.
âEat some breakfast before it gets cold,â she said, handing him a lukewarm plate of scrambled eggs, bacon, and toast. âItâs not Wednesday, but I figured Iâd make an exception.â
Arson reached for the plate in her hand while Grandma placed the drink on his dresser. âNow eat slowly, love. Wouldnât want you to choke.â She patted him on the back. âYou know, itâs not normal for you to go without food for days. Keep those wicked thoughts out of your mind, ya hear?â
Arson dipped his head in shame.
She gently rubbed the back of his neck. He cringed but couldnât bring himself to reject her. The blinds and tape that kept the light out stared with pleasure at him. How feeble and weak he was. He hated being their entertainment.
When he was finished eating, Grandma grabbed his plate and stood up. âArson, the rules of this house are here for a reason. You must obey them. You must obey me, because I love you. Iâm the only one whoâs ever  loved you. The only