that slender, yet muscular grace or could match the way he seemed to fly without taking a single step. He was whiteâCompanions were always whiteâbut nothing on earth could possibly match that glowing, living, radiant white. And his eyesâ
When Talia finally had the courage to look into those sapphire eyes, she lost track of the worldâ
She was lost in blue more vast than a sea and darker than sky and full of welcome so heart-filling it left no room for doubt.
Yes â at lastâyou. I Choose you. Out of all the world, out of all the seeking, I have found you, young sister of my heart! You are mine and I am yoursâand never again will there be loneliness â
It was a feeling more than words; a shock and a delight. A breathless joy so deep it was almost pain; a joining. A losing and a finding; a loosing and a binding. Flight and freedom. And love and acceptance past all words to tell of the wonder of itâand she answered that love with all her soul.
Now forget, little one. Forget until you are ready to remember again .
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Blinking, she came back to herself, with a feeling that something tremendous had happened, though she didnât know quite what. She shook her headâthere had beenâit wasâbut whatever had happened had receded just out of memory, though she had the odd feeling it might come back when she least expected it to. But for now there was a soft nose nudging her chest, and the Companion was whickering gently at her.
It was as though someone were putting loving arms about her, and urging her to cry all her unhappiness out. She flung both her arms around his neck and wept unrestrainedly into his silky mane. The feeling of being held and comforted intensified as soon as she touched him, and she lost herself in the unfamiliar but welcome sensation. Unlike her lone crying in her cave, this session of tears brought peace in its wake, and before too long she was able to dry her eyes on a corner of her tunic and take heed of her surroundings again.
She let go of his neck with reluctance, and took another long look at him. For one wild moment, she was tempted to leap into his empty saddle. She had a vision of herself riding away, far away; anywhere , so long as it was away from here and she was with him. The temptation was so great it left her shaking. Then practicality reasserted itself. Where could she go? And besidesâ
âYouâve run away from someone, havenât you?â she said quietly to the Companion, who only blew into her jerkin in answer. âI canât have you, you could only belong to a Herald. Iâllââ she gulped. There was a huge lump in her throat and tears threatened again at the idea of parting with him. Never, ever in her short life had she wanted anything as much as the way she wanted toâtoâbe his, and he hers! âIâll have to take you back to whoever you belong to.â
A new thought occurred to her, and for the first time that afternoon, hope brightened her for a moment as she saw a way out of her dilemma. âMaybeâmaybe theyâll be grateful. Maybe theyâll let me work for them. They must need someone to do their cooking and sewing and things. Iâd do anything for Heralds â The soft blue eyes seemed to agree that this was a good idea. âTheyâre bound to be nicer than Keldarâtheyâre so kind and wise in all the tales. I bet theyâd let me read when I wasnât working. Iâd get to see Heralds all the timeââ Tears lumped her throat again, ââmaybe theyâd let me see you, once in a while.â
The Companion only whickered again, and stretching his neck out, nudged her with his velvet nose toward his saddle, maneuvering for her to mount.
âMe?â she squeaked. âI couldnâtââ Suddenly, the reality of what he was and what she was came home to her. All very well to dream of leaping on his back;