Chaikovsky Street? âWhat are the living conditions like there?â she asks, and Boris wonders at the two words put together like this, as adjective and noun. Isnât living itself a condition?
âA very Russian question, but I thought he didnât understand English,â says Luba.
âBoris has a gift for languages,â I say, âa nearly instantaneous gift. Like yours.â
âGo on,â she sighs.
The Woman is relentless. Has Alexei taken many couples to this orphanage? Where were they from? Does Alexei have children of his own? How many and what age? Alexei answers da, da, da. Boris worries for her. Doesnât she feel how she is being dismissed? She seems not to notice. In fact, as they leave Moscow farther behind, as they pass village after village on the route of the Golden Ring, he can feel her body growing in energy, can feel a pulse in her muscles. He feels it down to his old feathers.
âIâve waited forever,â the Woman tells Alexei, now ignoring her completely. âHer name is Natasha and she has red hair and sheâs nearly two, two next month. Iâve had her picture for months and now I am going to see her and take her home. Iâm so happy! And nervous, too, of course. Who wouldnât be?â She tells him about the birthday party sheâs already planned for her new daughter back in Montreal, who has been invited and what kind of cake she will make. Alexei doesnât even nod. In four hours sheâs exhausted him. But then she cries out, âThe Monastery of the Transfiguration of Our Saviour!â because theyâve come at last into Yaroslavl and there, like a blessed vision, are the golden domes of the sixteenth-century cathedral.
âEpiphany!â says Alexei, pointing to a church covered in coloured tiles.
âI thought he didnât speak English. I thought he wasnât talking to her, period,â says Luba.
âShow me a Russian who isnât proud of their old churches,â I say. âHeâs revived.â
âI need another coffee,â says Luba. She waves to a kid behind the coffee counter, though the place is strictly self-serve. He takes his time coming over.
Luba lowers her eyes, looks up, smiles just for him. â Moi, je prenderais une allongé. â The kid pinkens and scampers away.
âYouâve made his day,â I say.
âThey love flirting when they know thereâs nothing behind it,â Luba says, and nods at me knowingly because Iâm one of the few people sheâs come out to.
The boy is back in a jiffy â thereâs even a free biscuit tucked next to her demitasse.
âYouâre going to have to get to the climax, should I say? Of your little story?â says Luba.
I close my eyes to bring it back. âThe orphanage is a hell-hole. Boris â after all, heâs led a sheltered life, especially in the last few years â is shocked by what he sees. In fact, he sees in a flash the relationship between âlivingâ and âconditions.ââ
Boris has heard stories about Russian orphanages, even watched a TV documentary on them when his owner left him draped on the couch one night. He wept at the sight of those babies in their high, metal cribs, no one to pick them up, no one to pat their little heads, hold their clammy little fingers. Boris doesnât much like babies â they soil and dampen him â but watching the solitary white bundles with their hurting, angry faces left him feeling saggy for days.
Baby House #2 hasnât been painted in decades, or cleaned much either, not with soap and water, anyway. As she follows a woman down a long, draughty hall, the Woman seems to shrink a little. Boris holds close, presses deeper. She really needs him now. He hears shouts a long way off, a clatter of dishes. They pass old women, bent nearly in half over dust mops. And the smell! It makes Boris think of peaches falling