think Iâm going to be understudy too long,â she would say.
âYouâll be fine, Fay,â Donald would say, coming over to me and going over the lines with me again.
When Monica was out of earshot one afternoon I asked him, âWhy exactly did you pick me, sir? Iâm rubbish.â I whispered the last bit. Didnât want Monica to know I agreed with her.
Donald shook his head. âYou are not rubbish, Fay. Far from it. I think youâve a quality that suits your name. Fey. One minute I look at you and youâre so quiet and still, and the next, the anger just flashes out and you can be quite scary. Thatâs the quality I want you to bring to the part.â He patted my shoulder. âYouâll be fine, Fay,â he said again.
However, I wasnât the only one who was having bother. The three witches kept giggling, and Macduff kept tripping over his sword. After one disastrous readthrough Donald had had enough. He clapped his hands together to get our attention. âRight, tomorrow after school youâre all staying behind for an extra rehearsal.â
There was a communal groan.
âItâll be too dark, sir,â one of the boys shouted.
âWeâll get the girls to see you home, to protect you,â Donald told him sarcastically.
âMy mum wonât let me stay behind,â one of the girls said.
He had an answer for that, too. âPermission slips will be sent out to all the parents, or Iâll phone personally. Weâll arrange transport for those of you who canât get picked up afterwards. A door-to-door service.â
He glared around us. âYou really are a bunch of wimps,â he said.
Monica smirked at me. âWell, some of us are anyway.â
I should have sniped back at her, âYou wonât have to stay back, Monica. After all youâre only the understudy. Who needs you?â But by the time I had thought of itsheâd moved off with her friends, leaving me standing with a red face once again.
Drew Fraser was watching me and he shook his head and muttered as he passed me, âSome Lady Macbeth!â
Iâd show him, I thought. I was going to be so good at this rehearsal that I would shock them all.
And I did.
But it had nothing to do with the rehearsal.
Chapter Seven
Daft Donald spent the first half hour of the rehearsal doing his best to help us understand the plot of
Macbeth
.
âWe know what it is, sir,â Drew Fraser shouted. âHandsome king, mad wife.â He glanced at me and lifted an eyebrow. âSome pantomime witches and a ghost . . . oh, and a couple of murders.â
Everyone laughed as if he had said something wildly funny. Everyone except me and Donald.
âHey, Drew, youâre making it sound interesting,â someone shouted.
âYouâve got to understand the mo-tiv-ation, Drew,â Donald spoke slowly and carefully as if Drew was an idiot. Which, of course, he was. âIf you understand the mo-tiv-ation of the characters, why they behave as they do, then you will understand the words . . . the beautiful words.â
It was the âbeautiful wordsâ I had the most trouble with. Why couldnât they just talk like real people? All that wouldst, and shouldst. No wonder I could never remember what I was supposed to say.
When it came to my first scene I could tell Donald was getting fed up with me. And not only Donald. Monica kept chipping in: correcting me when I was wrong, cueing me when I hesitated.
âShut your gob!â I wanted to yell at her.
Finally, Donald drew his hands through his hair in exasperation. âFay, honestly, this is Lady Macbethâs entrance. Itâs a really important scene.â
âItâs an awfully long speech, sir,â I moaned. âCould you not cut it down a bit?â
Monica sniggered behind me. âIf he cuts it down any more youâll be coming in and saying âHi,â and walking