psych department studying experimental psychology, and I thought, âI donât want to do this.â
Even if the experiments had been fun for the animals, I still didnât see the point. My question was, âWhat are you learning from this?â Dr. Skinner wrote a lot about schedules of reinforcement, which is how often and how consistently the animal receives a reward for a particular behavior, and they were running every different schedule of reinforcement they could think of. Variable reinforcement, intermittent reinforcement, delayed reinforcement; you name it, they were running it.
It was totally artificial. What animals do in labs is nothing like what they do in the wildâso what are you actually learning when you do these experiments? Youâre learning how animals behave in labs. Finally people started doing things like letting a bunch of lab rats out in a courtyard and watching what they did. Suddenly the rats started developing complex behaviors no one had ever seen before.
S EEING THE W AY A NIMALS S EE : T HE V ISUAL E NVIRONMENT
The only research I was interested in doing at Arizona State was studying visual illusions in animals. Iâm sure I was interested in visual illusions because Iâm a visual thinker. I didnât know it at the time, but being a visual thinker was the start of my career with animals. Itgave me an important perspective other students and professors didnât have, because animals are visual creatures, too. Animals are controlled by what they see.
When I say Iâm a visual thinker I donât mean just that Iâm good at making architectural drawings and designs, or that I can design my cattle-restraining systems in my head. I actually think in pictures. During my thinking process I have no words in my head at all, just pictures.
Thatâs true no matter what subject Iâm thinking about. For instance, if you say the word âmacroeconomicsâ to me I get a picture of those macramé flowerpot holders people used to hang from their ceilings. Thatâs why I canât understand economics or algebra; I canât picture it accurately in my mind. I flunked algebra. But other times thinking in pictures is an advantage. During the 1990s I knew all the dot-coms would go to hell, because when I thought about them the only images I saw were rented office space and computers that would be obsolete in two years. There wasnât anything real I could picture; the companies had no hard assets. My stockbroker asked me how I knew the two stock market crashes would happen, and I told him, âWhen the Monopoly play money starts jerking around the real money youâre in trouble.â
If Iâm thinking about a structure Iâm working on, all of my judgments and decisions about it happen in pictures. I see images of my design going together smoothly, images of problems and sticking points, or images of the whole thing collapsing if thereâs a major design flaw.
Thatâs the point where words come in, after Iâve finished thinking it through. Then Iâll say something like, âThat wonât work because it will collapse.â My final judgment comes out in words, but not the process that led up to the judgment. If you think about a judge and jury, all my deliberations are in pictures, and only my final verdict is in words.
If Iâm alone Iâll say the verdict out loud, though I donât do it with other people around because I know Iâm not supposed to. In college I did a lot of talking out loud because it helped me organize my thinking. A lot of autistic people talk out loud for the same reason. Iâll also do some extremely simple running commentary inwords. Iâll say, âLetâs try this,â or, âOh boy! I figured it out.â The language is always simple. Itâs the pictures that are complex.
When I talk to other people I translate my pictures into stock phrases or