difficult for him as it had been for her. She couldnât imagine why he was planning to stay, was troubled by the fact that he wouldnât say for how long, and realized that another box of secrets had just walked into her life.
Like she needed more of that. At last sleep freed her, giving her gentle dreams for a change, offering escape from a world that had too many hard edges.
Morning would come. Somehow, to her everlasting sorrow, it always did.
Chapter Two
R ising before the sun . The phrase had amused Marisa since childhood, especially since she was climbing out of bed at the same time as usual. The sunâs winter-delayed arrival always made her feel cozy somehow, and this morning was no different. By the time she finished showering and dressing in one of Johnnyâs old flannel shirts and maternity jeans, faint gray light began to appear around the edges of the curtains.
In the kitchen she made her allotted few cups of coffee and decided to eat cinnamon oatmeal for breakfast. With a glass of milk, she swallowed her prenatal vitamin while she stirred the oatmeal.
She had just poured the oatmeal from the pan into the bowl when she heard a knock at her side door. Looking over, she saw Julie standing there and waving. Immediately she went to let her in.
âGawd, itâs cold out there this morning,â Julie said, pulling back her hood and shaking out her long auburn hair. Green eyes danced. âBe glad you donât have to be anywhere. After that thaw last week, it feels like an insult. Oatmeal, huh?â
âWant me to make you some?â
âSweetie, I already gorged on Danish and coffee. Unlike you, I donât have to worry about healthy eating.â
Marisa laughed lightly. âNot yet, anyway.â
âI know, I know, itâll catch up with me. All our sins do. So, dish.â
âDish?â
Julie pulled out a chair without unzipping her jacket and sat, arching a brow at her. âDid you really think a mysterious man could show up on your doorstep last evening and that your neighbor Fiona would miss it? Or that she wouldnât call me and probably half the rest of the town? Sit, eat.â
Marisa brought the bowl of oatmeal and a milky mug of coffee to the table. Julie eyed the coffee. âStill on restriction?â
Marisa shook her head. âNot now. The doc says I can have more, itâs not risky. But now...I donât want any more.â
âHah. They retrain us. Anyway, the guy last night.â
âFiona. Does she report on every breath I take?â
âYou know her better than that. But last night was something new. Everyone needs something new to talk about. So, who was he?â Julie waited eagerly.
âHe says he worked with Johnny for years.â
Julieâs smile faded. âWhatâs wrong, Marisa? Did he scare you?â
âI donât know what to make of him, thatâs all. He said a few things, so yes he knew Johnny but...it seems kind of late to be making a social call. He certainly doesnât know me. And heâs talking about Johnny wanting him to check on me.â
âWell, that sounds like Johnny.â
Marisaâs head popped up, a spoonful of oatmeal in her hand. âWhat do you mean by that?â
Julie bit her lip, finally shrugged and said, âJohnny asked me to keep an eye on you if... Well, you get it.â
âHe did?â Anger billowed in Marisa. âHe asked you that, and you never told me?â
Julie put up a hand. âHe asked me not to. Donât bite my head off. But, frankly, I could see his point.â
Marisa put down her spoon and gripped the edge of the table. âSee what point?â
âThe point that he was going away for months at a time to do a dangerous job, and sometimes his feet touched ground long enough to worry about you . He didnât want to share that with you because you might worry about him more. It was always understood,