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do. It was obvious that something was odd about James, but Steven didn’t know what, and even so, it wasn’t just about his actions away from Steven but with him as well. Steven knew they would get intimate soon, but he never thought it would take as long as it was taking. It was like every time Steven would try to even get close to James, he would get pushed away. Like he was afraid of being intimate with him or something. Was he a virgin and afraid? Nah that couldn’t be it. Steven thought as he agonized over his relationship with James.
    As time went on, Steven decided to let everything go thinking it was his mind running away with him. James was a sweet guy to him and gave him no hard evidence to hurt him, but even with Steven moving on from his trust issues with James, he still couldn’t get over the fact that he and James had not been intimate yet.
    After a few nights of great dates Steven and James ended up at Steven's house for drinks again. It was like déjà vu because a horror flick was playing, drinks were on the table and Steven was in James's arms looking up at him as he thought about how much he cared for the man.
    "James," Steven whispered as he reached his hand out to slowly turn James' face towards him.
    "Yes," James said as his looked at Steven.
    "I love you so much."
    James picked up the remote and turned the movie off. "I love you too Steven."
    Those words echoed through Steven's ears to his heart and he just couldn't deal anymore. He wanted to be intimate with James. Steven burned with lust and desire, wondering what James tasted like. He yearned with passion at the very thought of James and him connecting physically. He'd had enough. Steven just couldn't contain himself any longer.
    Steven leaned over and gave James a sweet, gentle kiss as he caressed the side of his face. Before he could even realize what he was doing, he had leaned over and placed his body in James lap, kissing his lips, alternating from his lips to his cheek and neck and back again. Steven could feel the bulge growing in James's pants under him and it drove Steven insane.
    He began to unbutton James's shirt as he kissed him, but James grabbed Steven's hands.
    "Steven, I can't," James said as he tried to stop his shirt from being unbuttoned.
    "Yes you can," Steven said as he broke his hands away and continued to undo James' shirt and began kissing his chest. James moaned in pleasure as Steven began to lick his nipples and Steven made his way to James' pants as he began to undo his belt.
    Steven almost had James's pants undone when all of a sudden he felt James's hand abruptly back him off.
    "I said I can't!" He pushed Steven to the side and stood up from off the couch.
    "What is wrong with you?" Steven asked.
    James began to button his shirt, and redo his belt. "No means no Steven."
    Steven got off the couch and stood up. "I just don't get it! Why don't you want to be intimate with me?"
    "Because… I just can't," James said as he looked away.
    "That's not good enough for me anymore!" Tears began to flow down Steven's face. "I mean, is it me? Are you not attracted to me? Is it someone else?"
    James shook his head. "No, Steven it's not any of those things."
    "Then why?! Why James?! Why can't we make love to each other?!"
    "Because." James said.
    Steven yelled and stomped his foot to the floor. "Because what?!"
    "Because I have AIDS, okay!"
    The room fell silent. The tension was now replaced with absolute shock. Steven looked in confusion at James as he collapsed down to the couch. He shook his head slightly in disbelief as he scanned a nervous James up and down.
    Steven tried his hardest to get his words together. "Y-you… you, what?"
    "I have AIDS," James said as he grabbed Steven's hand. "That's why I didn't want to go there with you. I wanted to talk to you about it before we decided to become intimate."
    Steven looked into James's eyes and as James spoke, anger began to swell up inside Steven.
    "Before we decided to become