to be and so he was absolutely exact about their height, age, looks, mannerisms and hair color and style and clothes. He also made detailed drawings of the men for the police, which I have copies of from the newspaper, and which so far havenât done the police any good in finding them.
What Iâm really looking out for besides those descriptions are two young men who will try and pick up or seriously annoy or molest a teenage girl on the platform or do that to any reasonably young woman, including me. If I see them and Iâm sure itâs them Iâll summon a transit policeman to arrest them and if thereâs none around then Iâll follow the young men, though discreetly, till I see a policeman. And if they try and molest or terrorize me on the bench and no policemanâs around, Iâll scream at the top of my lungs till someone comes and steps in, and hopefully a policeman. But I just want those two young men caught, thatâs all, and am willing to risk myself a little for it, and though thereâs probably not much chance of it happening, I still want to give it a good try.
I do this every Saturday morning for months. I see occasional violence on the platform, like a man slapping his woman friend in the face or a mother hitting her infant real hard, but nothing like two or even one man of any description close to those young men terrorizing or molesting a woman or girl or even trying to pick one up. I do see men, both old and young, and a few who look no more than nine years old or ten, leer at women plenty as if theyâd like to pick them up or molest them. Some men, after staring at a woman from a distance, then walk near to her when the train comes just to follow her through the same door into the car. But thatâs as far as it goes on the platform. Maybe when they both get in the car and especially when itâs crowded, something worse happens. I know that a few times a year when I ride the subway, a pull or poke from a man has happened to me.
A few times a man has come over to the bench and once even a woman who looked manly and tried to talk to me, but I brushed them off with silence or a remark. Then one morning a man walks over when Iâm alone on the bench and nobody else is around. Iâm not worried, since he has a nice face and is decently dressed and Iâve seen him before here waiting for the train and all it seems he wants now is to sit down. Heâs a big man, so I move over a few inches to the far end of the bench to give him more room.
âNo,â he says, âI donât want to sitâIâm just curious. Iâve seen you in this exact place almost every Saturday for the last couple of months and never once saw you get on the train. Would it be too rudeââ
âYes.â
âAll right. I wonât ask it. Iâm sorry.â
âNo, go on, ask it. What is it you want to know? Why I sit here? Well Iâve been here every Saturday for more than three months straight, if youâre so curious to know, and why you donât see me get on the car is none of your business, okay?â
âSure,â he says, not really offended or embarrassed. âI asked for and got it and should be satisfied. Excuse me,â and he walks away and stands near the edge of the platform, never turning around to me. When the local comes, he gets on it.
Maybe I shouldnât have been that sharp with him, but I donât like to be spoken to by men I donât know, especially in subways.
Next Saturday around the same time he comes downstairs again and stops by my bench.
âHello,â he says.
I donât say anything and look the other way. âStill none of my business why you sit here every Saturday like this?â
I continue to look the other way.
âI should take a hint, right?â
âDo you think thatâs funny?â
âNo.â
âThen what do you want me to do, call a