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all times. I used to think I imagined your beauty, that your loss had made everything better in my memory, but is untrue. You stun me with your exquisiteness. Give me privilege of pleasuring you, Jessica.”
    Her hands shook on her belly and he forced himself to look away from the bounty that was his. As he met her apprehensive gaze, he placed both of his hands on her abdomen, loving how soft she was now, imagining how it would feel to sink between her slender, yet shapely legs. Easing her back on the couch, he looked down at her and his heart did a hard thump at the mixture of joy and pain that filled him. When he lay atop her now, he did not risk bruising himself on her hipbones. This fuller body of hers was driving him mad.
    Her hands twitched beneath his and he was drawn from his mental worship of her. She nervously chewed her lower lip and he became aware of how uncomfortable she as. In a way, her unsure reactions reminded him of when they were first together and learning each other. During those early days in Rome she’d needed a lot of verbal reassurance, so he tried that tactic again.
    “I remember when this belly was round with my child.” He leaned down and kissed along the side of her neck, unable to stop himself from licking and biting at the spot he knew made her aroused. “We will make it that way again.”
    “Alex—”
    “Later, we will discuss all of that later. Now is time to fuck. I must feel you around me.”
    Her pupil’s dilated just as her hips jerked up and he loved that she was still responsive to his look, his voice. His touch. Moving her hands to her sides on the soft cushions of the couch, he growled out, “Keep them there.”
    She nodded, her breath coming in short pants as a lovely blush suffused her chest. That had always fascinated him, the way her pale skin could reflect her desire. He leaned back and freed his cock from his pants, moved his shirt out of the way and gave his aching dick a quick stroke. Jessica made a decidedly hungry noise and reached for him, only to have him capture her hands. If she touched him he would explode, and he didn’t intend to do that anywhere but inside of her.
    “I said keep them there. Or I will secure you.”
    When he said that, he tightened his hands on her wrists, judging her reaction to the threat of bondage. He’d had enough time now that reality was finally setting in and he planned to handle things very carefully with Jessica. He had changed in their time apart and he could only hope that Jessica would embrace this new side of him that needed to own her pleasure, to give her so much she’d remember how good things were between them.
    They had played with BDSM when they were together, but he’d done some things after her death that were so deep into edge play he hoped she never heard about it. He’d been desperate to feel something, anything other than emotional pain, and had gone through a phase where he’d needed the physical release of a good beating. He knew his craving to own her completely probably wasn’t healthy, but the fact that he wasn’t having a mental breakdown right now was a miracle.
    Jessica licked her lips then purred, “Take me, Alex, any way you want. Tie me up, fuck me, spank me, anything. I need you, all of you.”
    His cock jerked, eager to be inside her pussy that was so wet he could smell it, the familiar tang of her arousal bringing back a surge of memories of their times together in the past.
    Memories that had been as dead as his wife.
    That thought staggered him to a momentary halt. His breath hitched and he closed his eyes to fight the burn of tears he would not shed. The sorrow he still carried inside of him refused to accept that she was alive, but his body knew she was here. He could smell her in the air, taste her on his lips. His fingers touched impossibly soft freckled skin and she had a slight tan. When he had enough control over himself to look at her again, he found her amazing tilted blue eyes