acasserole dish onto the counter. âGo on, you sitââ she pointed at the formal dining table behind him ââIâll warm some of this up and bring it right over. I see youâve got beerâyou want one?â
He sat, becoming one with the chair. âPlease.â
A minute later she set a heaping dish of her concoction in front of himâpasta and tomato sauce and sausage and peppers and cheese and heaven knew what else. And youâll eat it and love it, he thought, almost too hungry to care.
âHuh,â he said, taking a second bite over the clatter of pans, water rushing into the sink. âThis is really good.â
âThanks. Tell me if you want more, thereâs plenty. You eat while I clean.â
But once heâd taken the edge off his hunger, he felt weird sitting here while she was in there cleaning. So he got up and moved his plate and beer to the breakfast bar, climbing up on the stool.
âAwâ¦didja get lonely?â she said with a little smile as she wiped down the island. A throwaway question, hardly meant to cause the pang it did. When he didnât answer she tossed him another glance, then sashayed to the sink to rinse out the sponge. âSo howâs your mom?â
âLooks like sheâll be out of commission for a while,â Silas said around another mouthful of food. âSheâs in a splint until the swelling goes down enough to put on a cast. Itâll definitely put a cramp in her style, thatâs for sure. And mine. Iâll have to make other day-care arrangements.â
âWellâ¦â Jewelâs entire face scrunched in thought. âIâve heard lots of good things about the Baptist preschool. And thereâs that place out on the highway, in the old convenience store Thea Griego used to live in?â
âWith the big jungle mural across the front?â
âYep. I know the gal who runs it, sheâs the real deal. Although they might be full up at the momentââ
âItâs okay,â Silas said, almost irritably. âIâll check around in the morning. Soâ¦what all went on in here while I was gone?â
Jewel laughed. âWhat didnât go on, is more like it. And I apologize for keeping them up so late, but they were having so much funâwell, me, too, but thatâs something else againâI didnât have the heart to play mean old babysitter and make them go to bed. Especially since I doubted they wouldâve gone to sleep on time, anyway. They missed you,â she said with a little smile. âAnd they were so worried about their grandma. And no way was I gonna let them sit in front of the TV all night, no, sir.â
Dinner dishes scraped and rinsed, she pushed down the dishwasher door and pulled out the bottom rack. âSo we made cookiesâtheyâre on that dish over there if you want someââ she nodded toward a foil-covered plate at the end of the bar ââand read a bunch of booksâI made Ollie read a couple to me, he sounds like he could use the practiceâand then we played about a million games of Snakes and Ladders, and then we played Secret City.â
âWhich called for wholesale destruction of my living room.â
She straightened, shoving a piece of hair off her forehead with her wrist. Even with her glasses, he could see the knot between her brows. âKids learn by playing, Silas. By using their imaginations. Okay, so maybe we sorta went overboardâIâm sorry about your living room. But I put it all back together, didnât I? And the boys had fun. Isnât that kinda the whole point of being a kid?â
Lifeâs not all about having fun, he wanted to say, except even he knew how stuffy and ridiculous it would have sounded. And of course he wanted the kids to have fun, butâ¦
But, what? Yeah, thatâs rightâno answer, huh?
His dinner finished, Silas reached for the