cold.
âMy age,â I commented, for lack of anything else to say.
âAt least you have a job.â
âThat I do, and let me tell you, work isnât everything.â Look whoâs talking, I thought, as I flipped through my Rolodex for the family counseling hot line number. I doubted she would dial it. She sounded as though she relished her soap opera life.
Then Lottie called, elated. Her suspicions about the Polish Prince were all âa misunderstanding,â and we conferred about what she should wear on their date that night. I shuffled my mail as we talked, hoping without luck for a letter from Louisville. âIf you wear the gauzy black one,â I cautioned, âdonât wear the cowboy boots.â The lobby receptionist signaled me and I told Lottie I had to go. I had a visitor.
âIâm not expecting anybody,â I said, irritated. âIâm working on a story for the street. Who is it?â
âThink his name is Randolph, third time heâs been here. You werenât in before.â She lowered her voice sympathetically. âI couldnât steer him to anybody else. Said he had to see you.â
Was her sympathy directed at him or me? I made an impatient sound. âTell him Iâm too busy ⦠Then I hesitated, put the phone back to my ear, and added, âTo see him for more than a few minutes.â
The best stories sometimes walk in when you least expect them, I told myself, hoping my visitor was not some madman who would need to be hosed down and hauled away by security. He stepped into the huge newsroom looking bewildered, glancing around uncertainly, a lanky hard-boned man with thinning light-color hair. He wore work pants, glasses, and a crisp white shirt with QUICKY LUBE embroidered in red on the breast pocket. My heart sank when I saw his eyes. Reporters know the look. The eyes are a dead giveaway: wide, brightly burning, darting in search of help. These people are easy to spot; they haunt the newsrooms of the world, clutching stacks of file folders and spilling dog-eared papers from worn manila envelopes.
Obsessed by lost causes, they fight city hall, the government, and their own families, and believe in elusive conspiracies. One brittle and aging mother remains adamant that her daughterâs death decades ago was no drug overdose, as ruled, but a murder conspiracy. Another still sues her ex-husband, a former judge, for broken promises, twenty-two years after their divorce. Every newsroom has its regulars, steered by the savvy to the newest, unsuspecting staff members.
I steeled myself. This face was not familiar, but it wore the look. Sometimes a real story comes with the obsession.
He scanned the newsroom, his eyes focusing on me. I smiled and stood up, vowing not to spend a lot of time. I saw the folder under his arm as he eagerly approached and groaned âOh, no,â without moving my lips.
âMr. Randolph,â I said heartily, two-faced as hell. He hesitated as I extended my hand. His knuckles looked raw, an angry pink, as though scrubbed too long and too hard with harsh soap that had nonetheless failed to remove the permanent grime line beneath his fingernails. Hesitation past, his handshake was solid.
âSorry,â he said. âI just left work. They said I should ask for you.â
âThey?â I motioned to the chair next to my desk and he sat.
âMy brother, Nick, and his wife.â He leaned forward and lowered his voice. âHe said you were the one who worked on that story about the little Rafferty girl.â
âMary Beth Rafferty.â I nodded. Not only did I lose a friend while working on that story, I lost my car and nearly my life.
âThe murder that was solved after all those years.â He swallowed. âIâm hoping you can help me.â
My phone rang and I scooped it up, smiling apologetically.
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