â On the Outer Barcooâ â
And Reggie joins in â
â Where the churches are fewâ â
âShh! Iâm the reader. Youâre the audience.â
âAw. Righto. Carry on.â
I read it to the end.
âItâs a good âun that.â
âLetâs see what else is here. How aboutââ
âNo, Tiffy. Iâve had enough for now, thanks. You run along. Iâll be fine.â
I donât feel good about leaving him, not yet, so I go over to his record player, turn it down low, and play âLet It Beâ.
He closes his eyes and breathes out slowly, letting go of any remaining tension.
Our house has heard that song so often itâs a wonder it just doesnât come on automatically when we go inside. Itâs Reggieâs all-time fave, and his philosophy of life. For nearly anything that went wrong with me as I grew up â school or boys or a mortal fear of swimming costumes that made me look like Shrekâs hideous sister â âLet It Beâ was Reggieâs answer. And when the message finally got through to me â when I stopped worrying and started going with the flow â everything gradually worked itself out, just like he said it would.
Iâm about to play the record for a second time when I notice that Reggie is making little whistly snores.
I creep out of the room and back to Bull and Zoe.
âHow is he?â
âZonked.â
Bull nods. âKayla rang. Said you were going to help her babysit tonight.â
âI was, but I canât now. Did you tell her?â
âNah. Told her youâd be there.â
âBut I canât, Bull. I have to stay home, in case something happens.â
âNothingâs going to happen.â
âHow do you know?â
He glances at Zoe. Itâs that tag-team thing that old married couples do. With one look he passes the question to her, and she answers.
âWe see a lot of sick people in our job, Tiff. Old people, especially. You get to know how bad it is. Reggieâs okay for now. Heâll soon let us know if heâs not. Weâll be right here â wonât we, Bull?â
âFor sure,â he says. âSo you go see Kayla like you planned. There could be other times when youâre needed here, but we got it covered tonight.â
Kayla and i both live in Abercrombie Road, a little over one kay apart; her on the high side and me down in the valley.
Bull offers me a lift up there
I remind him Iâm nearly eighteen.
âSo thatâd be a no, would it?â
âSee you, Bull â Zoe.â And even though he canât hear me â âSee you, Reggie.â
Trudging up the road I become a part of the landscape, along with the endless sky, the bushland on both sides of me, and the locusts, who never let up on the most boring one-note song in the world.
Iâve done this walk so many times. Going to see Kayla . . .Â
Weâve been friends since we were nine. Back then I wasnât great at conversation. Hello and goodbye were my strong points. Finding something for the middle was always a problem. When the new girl came to school I could see no reason why sheâd want to know me.
She had mad legs on her even then, and sheâs a ranga: long flowing hair the colour of apricots. Dress her in rags, sheâd still look hot.
I tried to talk to her a few times, but I think she saw me as a human form of broccoli: she knew Iâd probably be good for her, but she didnât like me.
One day it changed.
We were on the school bus, sitting in separate worlds as usual, when she began to sob.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âBuster.â She screwed her eyes up to nothing, but still the tears rolled down. âMy new puppy. He was bitten by a snake. Mum said the vet would save him, but she didnât.â
I got lucky and found the right words to say. There werenât many of